i'm a bitch in the making ;

2009-07-16T21:11:00.002+08:00

After a month long hiatus, she looks at the her Safari window.

It reads "I'm a bitch in the making ;".

She was back. Back for blogging once more.

A month.

A month can change a person so much.

She has made so many new friends, strengthened the bond of so many friendships.

Just Tuesday, she was happily awaiting the arrival of her friend at the bubble tea shop.

Though he broke his promise, she was contented just to talk to him in real life, even if it lasted for barely ten minutes.

In the late afternoon, she proceeded to Raffles Institution to witness her first rugby match.

Accompanied by Neo Kai Ling, she had a radical time attempting to understand the game!

With thanks to Kevin, she managed to understand the fundamentals of rugby.

However, with queries unanswered, upon returning home, she opened up her IM, and clicked on the name "Kim".

With his superb enthusiasm over the sport, her queries were answered and she clicked the "x" button happily, awaiting about what the next day would bring.

Wednesday took a turn for the worst, as her science teacher stepped into Classroom 15.

Horror filled the hearts of the many 2 Peace students as she gave out two worksheets to be done as homework.

With her new bonded friendship with Nicole Wong, they proceeded to the food court to do their homework!

Thursday was filled with surprises and excitement as the book "Chinese Cinderella" flew into her hands.

Once there, it seemed impossible to put down.

After school, they proceeded to Junction 8 (again) to buy a present!

And to her amazement, she saw Luther Mok! A friend which she hasn't seen for a very long time.

Tomorrow, she would be watching the best basketball match of her Secondary Two life.

Raffles Institution vs. Hwa Chong Institution.

Before proceeding to Raffles Institution itself to witness another rugby match!

What she'd do to make the time pass faster :D

Gladys.

2009-06-25T13:06:00.003+08:00

This sucks.
He just sits there and acts as if nothing happens.
And all my friends...
Never even cared...
K maybe some do... like clarice & daniel
Still, it's only 2/1000 .

All they do is laugh.
Like you guys just couldnt shut up ?!
Ok, you happy now?
Thanks. SO MUCH.

I dont know. Im just gonna curl up in a ball and sit at a corner and emo my life away.

Gladys.

2009-06-21T16:37:00.003+08:00

Coach Val : " So all of you know each other through dg ?? "
Everybody : " Duh!"
Coach Val : - looks at me - " But you seem very quiet in dgs and stuff! I didn't expect you to make friends "
Me : - shocked - " Wow. I'm ... quiet ? "
Clement : - signals Daniel to come nearer - " what a joke ! "

-----

Alright, Firstly, I went for DARE!
It's big news okay! Considering my awesome ability to go MIA if I get pissed off.

Met up with Giam @ Bishan MRT & chionged to City Hall.
In the end, the two idiots that told me to came early, came late.
Sickos lah.

Xavier came first after a billion phone calls.
Then Andrew came.
Amazingly, brothers like them, I can definitely live without.
It's like, major war zone okay.

Following up, Just as Andrew ran off with his newly-found love interest, MC came.
And of all the places, they chose to eat at subway -.-
Like, why subway?! Overpriced sandwiches...
Oh well, I ate there already, so whatever.
Passed my wallet to MC and asked him to buy for me.
Didn't expect he'd come back with a 1ft one o.o

After lunch, went to the rock to find Coach Val.
But neh see her, so the guys went out.
Bo bian, follow.
Then while waiting for Clement, I saw Daniel.
with an awesome new haircut! X:

Oops.

Following that, watched them play basketball...
And I saw Quincy. He didn't recognize me at all.
Sickening little creep.
Then Coach Val came, and I paid for Jay's & my ticket.
Cut queue to the front, millions of thanks to Belinda,
and bought the tickets.

After buying the tickets, went out and stoned because the doors weren't open.
MC & I were like saying that Daniel could be like Moses, and part the red sea(the huge group of people) for us to get in.
Yeah, Didn't happen.
Went in, and grabbed seats.
Then, some RSM person had to come and insist we move to the front row.
Lucky them, I wasn't listening.
And coach val insisted we move to the second row -.-
And of course, Daniel Sebastian, who's a RSM person as well, will of course, try to talk us into moving.

MC was like, "Eh. Sleep now. Sleep now."
But, who knew, that that little creep was standing behind me.
and went, "Eyyy. Don't like that lah. Go infront can? Don't make life difficult for me" and messed up my hair.
So I chased all of them to the front.
How dare he smile.
I wasn't supposed to sit next to Coach Val, but because of the move, I ended up next to her
And I made a very mean comment after everything.
"Daniel Sebastian, just because your hair sucks, lay off mine."

I admit it was mean, so I sent him an apology sms.
And during the whole P&W,
Me, Clement, MC, Xavier & Giam were like standing up & sitting down. :P
Then, during the sermon, the guys were playing with Clement's iphone.
I was dreaming of my teddy bear.

After th service, went to koufu with Andrew, Clement, Daniel, Giam, MC, Xavier & coach val .
With Jonan wayyyy @ the back.
So. No one wanted to sit next to Coach Val.
Therefore, being the only girl, guess who had the honour of sitting next to her?

Drank Soya bean ... and when Coach Val started preaching...
I ran off and sat next to Giam.
Shortly after, MC took his chair and sat in between Me & Clement.
Then, the two idiots started playing with Clement's iPhone again!
Then Daniel went, "Walao. LIKE THAT LAH! Let him play dont let me play! "

So Clement had no choice and let him play. haha! :D
RI student kena dao :P
Then cause Xavier was getting nagged at by Coach Val, Daniel kept making stupid faces behind her :P
But Xavier had already directed his attention to the TV screening Channel 8 Dramas.
HAHA.
Poor Daniel. :P

So FINALLY when Clement wanted to go,
Daniel , Giam , MC & I left.
Then Xavier also went off, and apparently, MC had his bag o.o
Okay , so we walked to the MRT.
Where Daniel & Clement took the green line,
While Giam , MC , Xavier & I sat at the train station for damn long o.o

Then, we got on the train to Marina Bay, for damn long,
and I was complaining of the heat D:
So finally, we went into a train...
& we trained to newton.
Leaving Giam behind.
:X

stoned at newton till Xavier's mom could fetch him .
& she sent me & Mun Chieu to the Bishan MRT .
haha .
MC sent me t Marymount MRT, then we walked all the way to the busstop to wait for his bus.
Then I went home.
And hugged my teddy bear :D

Yeah. That's about it o.o

Gladys. :D

2009-06-19T18:10:00.002+08:00

Two weeks. Of SHEER BOREDOM.
-dies-

All i've been doing these two weeks.

Charge Laptop.
Bring Laptop to the sofa & watch TV while playing com.
Then SMS @ th same time.

Wah. SO NO LIFE T.T

FINALLY im going out tmr.
But going temple :O
Then go spend $$ @ Church.
Zomg , Cant believe im spending $50 on tix.
What th pong lah.

-yawns-

I want to sleep.
My feet are aching. D:
Going out with my mom , is really cool.
From Taka , shop & shop & shop o.o
Shop alllllll the way to Thomson Plaza ,
she still so hyper can shop so much uh .

Aiyo.
Maybe im not veh enthu about this thing uh :X

I really question my gender :3

Oh well.
Im going to curl up in bed, hug my teddy bear & fall asleep.
GOOD NIGHT.

Gladys.

( Oh , & I talked to Lynn :O
Which is a very very very happy thing for me .
RIGHT? :D )

2009-06-04T09:24:00.004+08:00

Well ;
idk how long neh post alr. HAHA.
Too lazy uhs :X

Alrights,
I'll just give the highlights so far :D

- Obtained 1st for Badminton Interclass. :D
I didnt know whether to laugh or cry :P

- Became EXCO of shooting ; Vice-Captain :D
I wonder if we should get Club Underwear o.o
Greenridge said they'd get club bikinis & swimming trunks ;x

- WENT OUT WITH CRIS & JAI :D
watched Terminator Salvationnnnn :D
ooooh (:
Oh , & I had lunch with Daniel + Wee Xuan @ subway :D

- NEW BF
Welcome Raphael Lee into your lives my good friends ;P
Cause you'd be hearing about him more than you actually want to !

- Failed attempt of a project meeting.
Ended up watching Bedtime Stories on Raph's mac :D
Went to watch Angels & Demons with him afterwards ;D

I forgot what I did on thursday and friday o.o

Yesterday was . different .
Met up with Clement & went t church .
I havent been there for very long ._.
Saw SarahL . I wanted to strangle her .
Oh whatever.

Pastor Ben preached on God's Grace <3
& that when you fall, All you have to do is tell Daddy, and his grace will supernaturally abound there. :D

Went off with Clement since he didnt wanna see ________. :D
So we went t th bubble tea shop cause i was hungry :X
Then he walked me t marymount MRT.
I wondered why we didnt just take th MRT.
We wanted t sit outside RI t wait for Daniel.
But then he didnt reply th " what time does your camp end " sms =.=

So , whatever lor .
HAHA .

Then blablabla .
went for church today.
PASTOR BRIAN HOUSTON !
I fell asleep after 30 mins ;x

But my dad kept quoting him & using his words in th wrong context -.-
Crap .

Missing Raphael like crazy,
Gladys.

2009-05-23T09:39:00.002+08:00

XinTang: "Cease Fire!"
Coach: "Continue!"
XinTang: "Cease Fire!"
Coach: "Continue!"
Xintang: "LAST SHOT CEASE FIREEEE !"
Coach: "Shut up & continue!"
Xintang: "STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!" D:
Coach: " YOU GET OUT ! "

Alright, went to school .
KENNETH DIDNT COME T_T
bleh.

Then, went for assembly, blahblahblah.
I shall skip all the way to last period :D
Which is chapel!
However, me & Eileen attended WOW @ the blackbox instead.
So interesting :D

Rushed to J8 to get geraint his birthday present.
(yeah, you know I like two-parts stuff. so this is th second part) XD
&& I had to share it with Elaine cause i was afraid my mom would smack me for lousy money management.
So I was like, so bored while waiting for her D:
Oh, when I was waiting I saw qirui o.o

Anyway, Stoned there for quite abit, and we went to minitoons in the end to get smth.
We bought bubble tea and walked back to school for training.
Ran one round around th school.
Then went for training.

XingTang brought this "nerve gun" to training.
And started shooting people with it o.o
Teo Joo Keng played with it too ._.
she kept shooting zuoel && made zuoel pick up the bullets.
Aww, poor guy.
HAHA.

Then at a time , coach got so pissed that he threw the bullet int th range.
I laughed till I cried && my stomach hurt so badly.
Then, after training ran around the field.
After that, I had to pass Geraint his birthday present.
I got lost, but I got there after 20 minutes of wandering ._.

Alright, then went to the bubble tea shop & met TinKeong, Alan & Yilok there.
Waited wif them for Trina & Vanessa.
Then proceeded to the BBQ .
Stupid XJ went to piss off some gangsters @ th pit.
I was damn scared luh ._.

Esp when they asked us if they could join us for card games! :O
ZOMG.
but in the end the guy was quite okay luh .
Neh bash us up or anything :D
Okay luh :D
That's that .

My parents are super unhappy with my results ;

Eng ; 21/35
Cheena ; 16/50
Maths ; 38/60
Science ; 35.5/50
History ; 18/30
Geography ; 16/30
Literature ; 28 / 50

SUCK LUH D:
Thanks a billion to DANIEL SEBASTIAN for being me confidante && tahaning my non-stop emoness :P

What do you know about me?
NOTHING.

Gladys.

2009-05-10T17:19:00.002+08:00

Pastor Prince: " Nik ...olai ..... Nikolai ! " " How old are you? "
Nikolai: " Fourteen! "
Pastor Prince: " Camera , show Nikolai "
Nikolai: - covers face -
Pastor Prince: " Fourteen ? You sure you understand what I'm saying? You have to be loyal to one woman only okay ! "
----

My life SUCKS.

I cried on Friday.
It was totally unexpected.
And I could just kill myself for all my bullshit.
It'd be a miracle if I could just pass my Chinese.
Yes Josiah, Higher Mother Tongue is 100x more difficult.
But I'm already suffering with Normal Mother Tongue, so shut it and tell that to someone who didn't leave her li jie wen da BLANK.

Yes people, you heard me right.
My last section of my Chinese paper was left BLANK.

First of all, 8th of May is the worst day of my life.
Permanently.

I woke up late.
Actually, I didn't even want to wake up.
I missed the bus.
I boarded this terribly squeezy bus and got whacked by this KCPPS boy's bag every 5 minutes.
When I got to school,
NO 2joy people were insight.
In turn, I saw blacks and some sec ones there.
After a few minutes, we had to go to the parade square anyway.

Sat there and stoned.
Was considerably frustrated.
Shortly after, was sent to the classrooms for the test.
We had english compo.
And I was sitting there grumbling my butt off.
I had no idea what to write.
So I was spending 20 minutes daydreaming.
So I gave up and wrote nonsense.

At the last 10 minutes,
I finally remembered i had to do planning.
GOSH.
RUSHED through it and left one segment blank.
stupid . stupid . me .

Then went down for recess.
Got ps-ed by Vanessa.
Then came up, and took the Chinese Paper.
An hour for the paper,
45 minutes spent grumbling and pulling out hairs.
15 minutes spent chionging the stupid paper.
I left the close passage and comprehension blank.
Stupid Gladys.

When Miss Foo collected the papers,
I just couldn't control myself and cried.
Fiona walked me to J8 & willingly listened to all my crappings :D
So nice of her.

Went to the library to mug.
Complained to Daniel and Nick.
Poor them ):
Nick was like, just repeating over and over again that he didn't want me to be sad.
While Daniel ATTEMPTED to preach th gospel to me.
Such Nice people (:

Then Lingesh and Josiah TOTALLY distrupted my studying of history.
evil people ! :P

So we chatted like crap, then miss foo called me to go grab th history assessment book :D
Got it & went back with Josiah to study :P
He read the harry potter book instead ;P

And yeah. That's about it.
Other than me buying bubble tea.

Yesterday was boring.
And so was today, apart from the fact that Pastor Prince slammed Nikolai DURING his preaching!

Letting you go is harder than keeping you in my ♥

Gladys.

2009-04-25T12:53:00.002+08:00

-----
Me: "Walao! You think you fat you big ah?! You think you china you big isit ?!"
-everyone laughs-
Clement : "Gladys, I think you're my best friend."
Mr Tay : "Yeah, I agree!"
Clement : "Mr Tay, Gladys your best friend meh?"
Mr Tay : "Who's Gladys?"
-----

Yesterday, was well. different.
I reached home at ten, exhausted.

So un-me.
Lols.

Had assembly with Lee Siew Foong thanks to Eileen :D

Lessons were excruciatingly boring.
Geography with Lee Siew Foong is the exact copy of having a free period.
iPods were passed around, with christian songs blasting inside each one.
Sunny passed me his iPod Nano, allowing me to listen to a different version of Hosanna.
It was awesome!
It was done by Starfield, and I felt it was nicer than the version done by Hillsong.
Eileen agrees :D
Played around a little longer with his iPod before returning it.

Went for ICT, where none of us actually listened to the teacher.
My com hanged thanks to my being impatient. :D
WeiJie shouted, "Gladys! Too much FFS!"
Haha. :D
I admit, I'm in love with FFS ;D
-laughs-

Went for recess.
Talked a bunch of nonsense before going to math.

Math lesson was ridiculous!
Mavis Siew gave out pop quiz results.
I got 4/6 :O
I finally passed math :D
hahaha.
Since Sean got a zero, the guy insisted it be graded.
When Mavis Siew refused,
they crumpled up their papers and tore it up.
WeiJie threw his out the window O.o
Power.

Alright, then we had PE
Re-test for th failures of 2.4km.
Farah freaked me out D:
She looked as if she was about to faint!!
DD:

Anyway, then we had Chapel.
Almost fell asleep! D:
The guy's really really boring.
So much for the name "abel".

Don't want to emphasize much from this point :D
-skipskipskip-

Alright.
We were bored,
and Zuoel & Junhui decided to probe Mdm Teo what her husband's surname was.
Zomg,
They were damn retardeddd !
Then XingTang joined in, which tripled the stupid factor which then became a stand-up comedy act.
Me, Ziying, Mdm Teo, JunHui & Zuoel were laughing like crazy over XingTang's comments.

When we finally found out,
XingTang stupidly went to ask her
"So your surname is Lim right? "
The five of us were super stunned.

Alright, Training ended.
PT done.
Felt like dying.
Ziying & I made our way to J8 with Clement, JunZhou, JunJing, WeiJie & Mr Tay.
At the traffic light, I made a terrible comment.
"Walao! Junzhou! You think you fat you big arh?! You think you china you big is it ?!"
All of them burst out laughing o.o

Read moment of th day for more crap that happened.

Then Weijie went off first,
Then Me & Ziying went down to grab smth t eat.
Ended up only drinking soya bean.
I smsed Daniel and that led Ziying to waiting for me till he came.
Which was apparently, very long.
Haha!
We waited at B1, before waiting outside th MRT station.
As she got impatient, she randomly started guessing any guy in white uni was daniel.
Even those from RJC. Bleh.

When he finally came, I ps-ed her.
And she scowled at me ;P
Daniel nagged at me too .
Bleh.
Proceeded to Toa Payoh with his friend STARING at him giving him stupid looks!
I tried very hard to ignore. :D

When we reached, I used th wrong escalator and got blamed D:
Three minutes walk more only mahhh .
Bleh.
Like that also wanna nag :P
Went to the bubble tea shop, and bought 3 bubble teas! :D
Mango iceblend for him , strawberry milkshake for me ! :D && milk tea for Jay xD

Walked t th playgrounddd .
And I saw everyone I didnt know.
Apart from Jay & Coach Val of course. :D
Went to Megan house's function room after alot of walking and complaining!

Apparently, Coach Val, Ariessa & Joey screamed at the sight of a cockroach.
Some guy stepped on it :D
wah. Damn man okay! - laughs -

We had Worship! :O
Jay was on th guitar.
He got stuck somewhere along some lines.
But I know he'll do better next time :D
Then we sang four songs.
I forgot what they were.
LOL.
I know I didnt know the first song.
And The second song was Through It All. :D
I forgot the third, and the last song was The Power Of Your Presence.
Or smth like that.
Before the last song ended, I got thirsty and drank from Jay's milk tea.
Then sat back at my seat.
:D

Then I heard Coach Val preach abit abit
Then me & megan got bored and started drawing.
As 2peace would know, I love drawing supercat.
Which I drew.
& of course, my famous graffiti nonsense xD
Megan on the other hand, drew this cute little emo boy & a magnificent sunset.
Oh how i wish I had that kinda talent D:
Daniel took my paper and started snapping pics of th graffiti.
Bleh.

So as I was FREEZING & bored,
I went out t draww :X
Dan smsed me t go back in ,
but my hp was in th room charging!
Oops.
At a point of time, I went back in, Just in time for a quiz.
Crap.
Then I was th only girl in an all boys group ,
while Jay was th only boy in th all girls group!
Aww D:

And my group was slacking non-stop.
I got lost along the way
and ended up asking coach val for the question more than twice!
The guys caught on and copied the joke.
Hmpf.

Then I went out again,
and continued drawing :D
By then, Megan saw it.
And started making me feel super ps!
Evil little girl .
Followed her to get the remote for th aircondition. :D

By 9.30 I had to leave and I went home myself :D
Reached home at around ten plus, took a shower and brushed my teeth .
The next minute, I was in dreamland :D

How nice :D

~ Thoughts of you are all I have♥

2009-04-19T20:22:00.002+08:00

. . .
Me: "Left! Turn left!"
Dad: "Right lah!"
Me: "Left. I'M TELLING YOU, LEFT !"
Dad: "For the last time, It's on the right!"
-drives past mom-
Me: "I told you she was on the left."
. . .

Well, Well.
It's a Sunday!
I hate Sundays.
Sundays remind me that Mondays are coming.
And Mondays SUCK because of school.

Yay me.
I have such a packed week today.
Sent my mum to the airport.
Apparently, while picking her up from our house tday,
my dad went t th wrong side of th road,
and we ended up having to do a u-turn.

eeyuck.

Alright.
Let's see what do I have on this week:

Monday:
- Chiong Art Project.
- Rush to CCK stadium to see Samuel Tay run 4x400m relay.

Tuesday:
- Re-run stupid 2.4km.
- Go for training till I die. ( I PRAY it's not Kelly on Tuesday.)

Wednesday:
- Lunch with Alcan
- Rush to HwaChong to grab History Notes from John.

Thursday:
- Meet up with James and whoever the other two people are.
- Attempt to pull Eileen with me so they'll get sidetracked by her beauty and I can sneak off.

Friday:
- Training. AGAIN.

Saturday:
- Watch America's Next Top Model. :D

Sunday:
- Training. AGAIN. This time, at SAFRA yishun.

Yay for my absolutely packed schedule.
I need Math Tuition.
I need Math Tuition.
I need Math Tuition.
Who's good at Math and willing to take on stupidity?

Gladys.

~ It's the little things you do.
Every Step. Every Action. Every Breath. ~

2009-04-13T17:40:00.002+08:00

LimZiYing, I shall adhere to your request.
AND POST . :D

okay, today was interesting :D
I think I travelled more than I actually did anything else.

In the morning,
I made my daddy a happy birthday breakfast.
He ate like . a tiny little bit and couldn't be bothered.
-_-
What the hell.
Then I asked my mum if it was really that bad.
And she said it was nice.

Wonder what his problem is.
Arghs.
& he actually left a note for me & mum saying he's disappointed in us.
What The Fuck.

Okay, that aside.
Went to school
and did NAPFA 5 items =D

Started off with Sit&Reach,
Zomg, SUCK.
[ skips ]

Followed up with IPU.
Zomg. Shit Abby Choo.
I did thirteen pull ups.
So that I could get my A
and she wrote 12.
SHIT HER .

okay never mind :D

Then did what o.o
uh . uh . uh . oh yeah . shuttle run .
D:
omg . so lousy.
[ skips ]

then we did situps.
OOOOH :D
I did amazinigly. thirty seven :D
Yippeee.

And then SBJ .
Omg , Alsagoff was like
STARING at me .
Oh crap.
Then I don't dare jump.
But bo bian , just jump.
185 .

sian sian .

Then I damn hyper.
So I made miss lee jump :X
HEEEE .
SO FUN =D

okay .
then rushed to CCK stadium
And since I couldn't see anyone.
I just walked around
and then i stayed at the front part , in the blistering heat ,
watching luther jump :D

but D:
omg D:
Each time he faulted , I heart pain lor .
To see his effort go down the drain.
D:

Omg , D:
Luther , It's alright okay ?
You always have next year :D
Don't be too upset alright ? :D

SAW ERNEST TAN
OMG .
he never grow. XD
and he wasn't too happy with his results cause he got 18th place D:
awwww .
DONT BE SAD OKAY ? :D

Then RUSHED to CCAB to see Daniel's match.
Walao.
Stupid cab fare cost me $12 .
And all I saw was RI thrashing the shit out of ACS I
who wasnt really a threat from the start.
-_-

Whatever.
No.15's solid. :O
He play, always get free throw.
LOL.
Then ACS I , the no.8 , always in the match
never kena subbed out .
walao o.o
but , that guy no skill .
Height nia .

Then yeah .
like that lah.
Saw Vincent :O
omg , why all of them never change one :D
Amazed both he & ernest can still recognize me :D

Then chat chat awhile .
Then I continued watching the RI guys play .
Game ended 104 - 16 .
With Daniel ending the game with a buzzer point.
That huge smile on his face, really was nice to see :D

Finally , went to hwa chong to get history notes.
BUT STUPID JOHN DIDNT BRING.
AHHHHH
so i just stoned thr.
With Jay still in amazement that i wore a home skirt.
LOL .
while going off ,
I saw Ru Shan :D

zZzZz .
Then, I realised my wallet was still in 2i3 .
forced jay to bring it down.
He brough ZX as reinforcements.
zzzz .

Like , whatever ?!

Oh yeah. JOHN SPRAYED DEODORANT ON ME D:
hmpfz.
Like, yuck D:

Then went to J8 . :D
SAW MANDY
omg D:
she suan me abt wearing a skirt
damn , im never wearing it again alr lah D:

okay , yeah . bought bubble tea ,
AND WALKED HOME .

:D

Gladys. :D

2009-04-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

1. Beside your lip, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
idk ? lol .

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Must I really wake up ? :/

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
o.o i havent taken a photo in so long...

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
in what way .

5. Would you donate blood?
depends.

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
KENNETH! KENNETH! :O

7. Do you want someone to die?
YESYESYES. ***a***f . :D

8. What does your last text message says?
for me to know :D

9. What are you thinking now?
stupid luther. sabo me.

10. Do you wish someone to be with you now?
Yeah. My teddy bear. - goes to the cupboard to get it -

11. Wad time did you sleep last night?
midnight. around there.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you wearing?
My mom's old shirt o.o

13. Is someone on your mind now?
Apparently, I'm thinking of a way to torture luther for making me do a quiz.
( See what happens when you put smiley faces for other ppl & not me , mr mok ? )

14. Who was the last person to sms you?
Surprise Surprise ! NLB -_-

15. 10 ppl to do this quiz...(in no order of preference)
1. Luther Mok
2. Luther Mok
3. Jia Ji
4. Jia Ji
5. Luther Mok
6. Jia Ji
7. Mok Jia Ji
8. Luther Mok Jia Ji
9. Luther Mok Jia Ji
10. Mok Jia Ji

16. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
No one. He too picky alr.

17. Is no. 3 a female or male?
Male.

18. If no.7 and no.10 got together, will it be gd?
It'd be amazing.

19. What is no.1 studying?
Things that hwachong teaches him lor.

20. When was the last time you chat with them?
Now?

21. Is no.4 single?
Yeah .

22. Say something nice bout no.2
He's damn determined.

23. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
Pro lor.

24. Describe no.9
He loves to stone. He's this total child of God :D
He's determined , handsome , and he doesn't put smiley faces on my name when he tells me to do his quizzes.

25. Wad will u do if no.6 and no.7 fights?
He always "fights" with himself - it's like , a total internal conflict thing happening .

2009-04-02T19:39:00.008+08:00

I close my eyes. And it's 2nd april.

NATIONALS.

I struggled out of bed at 6am, and miraculously made my way to J8.
Standing outside of the Mrt, I stoned like some retarded loser who didn't know how get in.
How quaint.

I paced up and down outside the MRT, worrying about my nationals.
And I received a sms from Geraint which was quite true.
" Nationals is just like any competition. Only the name makes it SOUND scary. "
Well, that made me a little better, but it didn't last long.

After waiting considerably long, I met Joleen who put a smile on my face! :D
Yay. JOLEEN NG ! JOLEEN NG ! JOLEEN NG ! :D
heee. my bad :D
Walked with her to Safra &a She offered me a cake because I hadn't eaten any breakfast.
Joleen's so nice :D

Alright, Then I chatted with her for a while before Coach came and told me to get stuff from the locker.
A TPJC girl asked me to search for the pistol shoes.
I banged my head!
It bled a little and hurt a hell lot.
Thank god no one laughed :X

After that, Ziying came and I lightened up a little.
FionaC came short after. :D
Her detail came and I helped her suit up as she went for the shoot.
Mrs Teo and FionaC disappeared, leaving me to worry about my shoot.
They came back shortly after with Little Miss handphone chains.
And a MR MEN handphone chain for me ! :O

What was their reason?
"Looks like Geraint"
What the crap.

But it was mega cute, so I brought it to the lane anyway.
My first two series were awesome!
Then, my third series had an 8 point.
That stupid "geraint" kept smiling.
So I flipped him over.

And on my last series.
I screwed up so badly,
that I cried the moment I left the lane.
I think I had depression for that moment in time.

Luckily, Mrs Teo, FionaC & Ziying were really really nice and I'm so thankful to have them :D
Emo-ed a little.
Went walking around the 2nd level of Safra.
Interesting lor. :X
I really have to get out of the range more often.

Then, I felt a little hungry.
So I went to the opposite coffee shop to grab a bite.
I met MrsTeo & Olivia there.

Mrs Teo kept tempting Olivia to eat the nuggets!
But I ate it in the end.
Lol.
Greedy me. :D
Plus, I had Prawn Noodles ;D
hehehehe .

Went back to the range and gobbled down ferrero rochers :D
Courtesy of Mrs Teo xD
yay ! :D
Then, me & fiona were worrying like crazy about our results.
And suddenly Olivia came in.
Knowing our results!
So she just told us anyway.

The three of us went totally hyper because we had a chance to win a national medal.
But I was still upset about that 89 that I got totally emo-ed and started complaining to WeiYi & Herman.
Pity them. :P

I went around walking and made friends with the RGS people :D
They're nice :D

Yeah. And after I came back from my walk,
I realised that AISS topped the scoreboard by begging for 9 marks.
______________________ .
I don't wish to comment about this, or else I swear they'll sue me for cyber bullying. :D

When Coach Teddy, Coach Victor & Coach Li knew about it,
damn, all of them were in terrible moods. ):
Sigh.
Nationals suck.

Even though it's only a competition,
It's never fair.

BTW,
Millions of thanks to the people who wished me good luck today.
Sorry I couldn't perform well though.

#Coach Olivia
#Coach Teddy
#Mrs Teo Shu Yen
#Lim ZiYing
#Fiona Chu
#Geraint Liu
#Lim LiJing
#Ong WeiYing
#Herman Lin Yao
#Wang WeiYi
#Chrystal Hooi
#Clarie Chua Yingxue
#Nicholas Lau
#Koh YongWen
#Fiona Ng
#Adeline Quek

& Justin, Thanks for wishing me bad luck.
Hope your happy I screwed up :D

Gladys.

2009-03-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

I think SHE'S DAMN NICE .
she's such a GOOD FRIEND.
she's the BEST person to come into my life.

She's so FUN to be with.
She's NEVER EMO.
She DOESN'T EVER cry.

She's so UNDERSTANDING.
that she never does ANYTHING WRONG.
Plus, she has such GOOD taste in guys!

She's super SMART
& she so SOCIABLE.
that she loves making friends with my friends !

Who's this AWESOME friend you should all meet ?
She's none other than ...

NICOLE LOW !
NGEE ANN SECONDARY ,
2R3 2009 !!! :D
WOOOTS ~!!!!

WITHOUT HER ,
WHO'D KNOW WHAT I'D BE RIGHT NOW ?
DEFINITELY NOT WHO I AM TODAY THAT'S FOR SURE :D

2009-03-21T11:51:00.002+08:00

Days, Weeks, Years.
Time.
Seconds, Minutes, Hours.
Time.

They claim it heals.
They claim it will do you good.
They claim that you should treasure it.

But time always slips through our fingers like sand.
It's so hard to even grasp hold of it.

The good times we had.
The good times we shared.
A moment being seen together can't even be spared.

The kiss on your cheek I planted that day.
I bet another came and now it's gone away.
As you're love was never here to stay.

Slow but steady,
Small but heavy,
My heart for you, Beats just as strongly.

---

note:
Not a poem. Just thoughts. (:

2009-03-17T19:53:00.002+08:00

Wow. It's March.
Cool.

The highlight of the whatcha-ma-call-it
is Joel Kam Jia Chuin's birthday party.

The day started out...
rushed.
And it ended on a rushed note too.
Pretty cool how my life is like a ticking time bomb.

Okay!
It was a wonderful Saturday.
I was forced to go to some random place by my mom for breakfast.
Damn, the car ride was 30 minutes long.

Reached home at 10, and on the television to watch Pokemon.
I still wonder why they don't need to go to the toilet.
My bad.

Then, due to my superior knowledge of time management.
I decided to play the com and bathe AFTER I play the com.
Hallelujah.
I was only ready to leave the house at twelve,
and my shoot was at one.
Not That Bad.

Then my dad forced me to have lunch.
I quarrelled with him for like thirty minutes.
Before I won and rushed to a random MRT station to take the MRT to yishun.
Thank God my detail was delayed.

Shot 361.
Yuck.
I'm just STUCK at that area.
CRAP.

Okay.
Then after seeing the results, I proceeded to Yishun with VanessaL, FionaC and Ziying,
We went to the food court for a mega late lunch.
It was at like around 4pm plus.
And I remembered I didn't get Joel a birthday present.
How intelligent of me.

Thus, I insisted that Ziying and Fiona accompany me to Popular to find some random gift.
After like 20 minutes of "no", "cannot" and "He don't like how?"
They decided to go home.
And just like that.
I was all alone in that huge store.
Cold, hungry and alone.
Okay. Too dramatic.
My bad.

After phoning Joash like a million times.
I randomly picked out a book for Joel.
Didn't realise that almost EVERYONE at the party got him a book too.
Oops.

When I arrived at his condominium,
The guys reached the BBQ pit at that exact same time.
I thus deduce that I have great timing.

Hmm, I saw only three people that I knew.
Joash. Joel. and Samuel.
Apparently, Samuel hasn't changed one bit.
Except for his height.
CRAP.

There were a few St.Gabriels people crowding at the BBQ pit we were supposed to be using.
Apparently...
The guys were too chicken to tell them.
So I went to ask -_-
Did I mention I was the only girl there?
Crud!

Okay.
So we shifted and since it was raining I got pretty bored.
Then, this fat guy.
Had to start wasting coke.
By shaking the stupid coke can,
and opening it so that all the coke squirts out.
I wanted to smack him so badly!

Anyway.
As the time passed.
I don't know for what particular reason.
But the guys kept running into the boys toilet to use the sauna.
Weirdos.

Okay. So far...
I can remember

x Joel Kam (duh)
x Joash Kam (double duh)
x Samuel Tan (-.-)
x Jeremy Lam
x Tan Renyi
x Jeremy Yew
x Kai Wei
x Julius
x Raphael
x Shamus (?)
x Joshua Koh

Okay. Cannot remember anymore.

Just randomed about there.
Stupid Renyi and Stupid Kai Wei wanted to throw me in the pool.
When I asked who'd save me, they both pointed at each other and denied total responsibility if i fell in.
JeremyL named the coke "bob" o.o
Zhongxuan therefore concluded that Jeremy was crazy over a guy called "Bobby".
Great.
All boys school people are supposedly gay.
I'm never sending my child to a single ed school.

Gladys.

2009-03-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

I close my eyes, The song "Light On" plays repeatedly.
Thoughts of you and me flow back, and tears stream down my cheek continuously.

Your smile, and your happiness.
Is determined by you and you alone.
Nothing I say or do can ever put back our relationship back on track.
I've hurt you too much, and I never had the courage to say.

That I'm sorry.
That I didn't want to hurt you at all.
And that I didn't treasure you when you were mine.

If I could, I'd turn back time.
But if I did, I'd be selfish.
And I'd be stealing your happiness from you once again.

I've destroyed your idea of a perfect first relationship.
And I don't plan on making it any worse than I already have.
This much I know - I don't deserve your love.

And the fact that we're going back to the time we barely even communicated
Is totally understandable.
You never come to my blog anymore.
And I no longer obtain the tags of comfort from you.

I can only blame myself for my downfall.
And wish you all the best in your life.
I've let you down.
And still, I thank you for keeping me in your heart for that long.
but i don't deny. I've never stopped loving you since day one.

2009-02-28T13:53:00.000+08:00

I was bored. so...

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Gladys.

2009-02-15T13:52:00.002+08:00

lalala . yesterday was fun .
but i have no pics to show for it .
awww ):
I don't have a camera .

Someone please buy me those cool big-lens cameras for my birthday :D

okay.
Let's see.
I left my house to go to Bukit Gombak at 2pm.
Cause I thought it took 1 hour to reach bukit gombak from bishan.
It only takes 37 minutes.
Damn I got conned.

Then, I thought the stadium would be BIG.
I was ... so wrong .
The fact that my condominium's bigger than the stadium takes the cake.
Then I scanned the stadium for Luther.
What an ingenious idea.
He was on the other side of the stadium, in the size of a goblin.
Actually, I couldn't even tell which one he was.
There were too many munchkins in hwachong tees :X

When I went in, I was on the phone with Nicole,
And of course, The " Praise Ziron Session " began.
Yuck.
It's kinda boring after being forced to listen the talk over a billion times.

So I passed the phone to the subject in question and attempted to figure out which munchkin was Luther.
Failed badly. Really. Really. Badly.
Okay, so after I obtained my phone from him,
I went out for a walk and saw this trail which led to a rock.
It was big, and it looked almost ancient.
I have no idea if it's man-made or not,
but it looked great with the trees and made the scenery look beautiful.

Then I continued walking back and forth, from the MRT to the trail.
I got bitten at least ten times by mosquitoes.
Oh how I detest them so.

As time had allowed it, when I went in,
I saw James Liu running.
So I cheered for him.
Sorry Min Chih.
Two races after, came LowZiron's race.
I cheered a little due to Nicole being on the phone.

Two girls were screaming " Daryl "
However, due to Nicole's paranoia, Nicole dreamt up this girls-screaming-for-ziron bit
and got really freaked out o.o
I had to repeat a thousand times before it got into her system that the girls were screaming Daryl -.-

Anyhow,
I walked a little more and after receiving Luther's call rushed into the stadium.
Never did I expect that he was still at the other side of the stadium .
Gosh.
At least he had the courtesy to wave so as to indicate where he was.
Which was really nice.

Then, when he was finally done.
Proceeded to the bubble tea shop with him.
He was pretty down due to his jumps .

Don't worry Luther ! ;D
you'll do better next time ! ^ ^

Saw James Liu & Ziron AGAIN.
Actually, James was like. teasing me.
the conversation was as follows:

J: You come for who?
G: Luther lor.
J: So you come for Luther, not for me la!
G: You got your Min Chih already ma.
J: So if I got Min Chih, Ziron got Nicole, Luther got who?
G: Go away lah.

xD
what a nonsense conversation.
Okay.
Then, due to the sprinters nonsense, after buying the bubble tea,
I rushed to the train without saying a word.
Peach Milkshake + Peach Jelly is really nice :D

Then, took the train all the way to Bishan with Luther.
That guy kept stoning!
Gosh, felt so ignored.
So I stoned as well!
Haha!

What nonsense.
Then, we were like chatting about relationships.
And how he regretted stuff.
I wanted to laugh so badly!
Thank God I didn't.

As we approached Yishun,
He told me he didn't wanna go for the BBQ.
Aww.
But he still sent me to Bishan.
So nice of him. :D

Alright, so we went to sweet talk ( cause it was the nearest )
Then I bought him Strawberry Iceblend.
He still look so solemn after he drank it.
That liar, He promised he'd be happy after he got his bubble tea!

Then, FIONA NG had to come and make such a bloody ruckus -.-
She pulled me away from Luther, then force people to say byebye.
wtf.
Then I look back, cus it's like, rude mah.
Then, she keep saying I heartbroken -.-
So I just told them I'd send him off first before looking them up.

Thus, I ran after Luther,
who apparently ... didn't know how to go to the J8 mrt.
Smart guy.
Sent him off, and went to find fiona & trina.

Blahblahblahblah.
skipskipskip .

went to the BBQ pit
and apparently, my doggy is damn stupid. -.-
He started the fire, and the fire pu mie after 3 minutes.
Damn smart right?
-.-

Make me so hungry...

Then, played daidi.
Chin Yee is damn good at it. :D
haha.
Then, taught YingRu, Chin Yee, Rachel and MeiRong to play bridge.

Then alot of other stuff happened.
And when Naomi and XianJun looked so close,
I decided to go kaypo abit.
hahahaha.
In the end, I BECAME THE MAIN COUNSELLOR !
woots ~ ! :D

I'm one step closer to nearing my dream job!
YAY!

Alright.
Then, I counselled Naomi & XianJun like alot :D
So it was mega fun.
And counselling xianjun is mega frustrating.
Must learn to control my anger :X

Following all that, Mr Jeremy Leong,
was looking for something.
He asked me where it was,
and he was stunned that i knew it was a ____ .
:D

So, he asked me where the _____ was .
I gave him nonsense answers like
" I threw it in the bin. "
" I gave it to my mother. Go ask who she is. "

And the classic :
" It's in Sinclair's underwear. "

Jeremy actually chased sinclair and attempted to pull off his pants to pull down his underwear.
Oh the horror.
However, I was laughing my butt off like nobody's business.
At the same time, as I was counselling XianJun,
I heard Tin Keong complain,

" Walao. How come so many girls trust xianjun one? First is Naomi, now gladys also "

Oh my.
Tin keong, Didn't you know xianjun's a girl?
:D

Yeah. Alan's nuts.
His " inspiration talks " are a load of crap :D
So it's really. funny.

Let's see.
There's....

Jeremy: The "food" guy.
Daylon: The "sensetive" guy. ( did i spell the name right? )
Alan: The " inspirational" guy.
ME ! The non-inspirational counsellor.
Xianjun: The heartbroken ~~guy~~ girl.
Naomi: The other heartbroken girl.

hahaha.
The last few mins were hilarious.
I had to rush home due to time constrain,
and I begged Alan to get my bag for me.
He did get it for me in the end,
but i missed the bus.
So I ran after it, and still missed it -.-

Thus, I walked all the way home.
I was soooooo tired D:

Alright.
That's about it. :D
Alan, you're gonna give me a foot massage tomoro.
I don't care!

Gladys.

2009-02-13T21:01:00.003+08:00

It's been 8 months .
& it's another friday the 13th.
The lies. The laughs. The hurt. The pain.
I wonder what it all meant to you.

TOMORROW IT'S VALENTINES :O
& my valentines.... is luther mok :O
amazing.

Anyway, he's nothing xD
I'm actually. really. in love with God,
but still,

I LOVE THESE PEOPLE TONS .
# Vanessa Ho
# Fiona Ng
# Hong Pei Shi .

For they first loved me, that i loved them so ;D

whee :D

Tomorrow's gonna be super fun.
So maybe I'll post about it for a change :D
Can't wait. Can't Can't wait. :D

Gladys.

2009-02-11T20:21:00.003+08:00

______________ . SUCKS .
no , she can't suck balls.
please. nobody'd let her .

what's her fking problem.
hw come only girls kena th stupid form.
i don't see any guys kena leh.

WILLIAM HO ALSO NOT LIKE HER LOR .
wtf.
william ho is like . 1000000000000000000000000000000x better -.-

argh ,
she makes a specific art&he teacher seem like an angel for god's sake.
SHE'S DAMN EFFING FREE SOMEMORE.
wth lah.
teach only ONE class.
-.-

that class right ,
damn bloody suay.
sure everyday kena her disgusting face -.-
Still got th cheek t say " I don't enjoy this, it means more work "
Please lah, serious bo?
" I'm doing it for the school "
Or your own pleasure?

That's it.
I want a petition for her out of the school.
God, shouldn't she be like retired by now?!

NOTE :
I AM NOT CYBERBULLYING.
I did not specifically say out the name of the person.
Which therefore, will not bring the person shame nor embarrasment whatsoever.
Thus, you cannot charge me for cyberbullying.
Understand?

:D

okay.
On a .... not so happier note :

DANIEL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't give up just because of a small setback okay?
Get your team members to train more.
Trust in the LORD, and bring him into your situation.
He'll guide you & pour all his blessings on you like he always has been.

YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.
C'mon, we both know the RI spirit is burning inside all of you.
And with God's grace, who knows what will come of it?

Daddy's looking at you.
He's telling you he loves you.
So pack up, run out, & scream that God is by your side.
& you will win CHS no doubt ;D

smile [:

Gladys.

2009-02-07T16:23:00.003+08:00

hguorht gniog m'I tahw sdnatsrednu ydobon
gnineppah s'tahw swonk ydobon
tseb ym deirt ve'I taht tcaf eht tub
sgnileef ym touba tihs a sevig ydobon taht wonk ot skcus tsuj ti

Fiona, Ziying,
Congrats on getting second for the competition.

I'm really happy for you.
really.

2009-02-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

emoh emac evah tndluohs i
tndluohs yllear i
tuo sllabeye ym gniyrc mi won
dnatsrednu tnod uoy tub
od reven uoy

2009-02-03T20:00:00.001+08:00

" Sec two only. Act so big for what? "
" Fourteen, And she's already such a bitch "
" Wah. Just because I never come a few times, she becomes the boss?"
" Walao. She & that one like that lah! act big! "

Sigh.
My day.
Just went from bad to worse.

Gladys.

2009-01-31T16:30:00.005+08:00

I NEED SONGS D:
with thanks to WeiJie, Kenneth, Covie, Brice & Shaun :D

i still need ;

1Vanessa CarltonHands On Me
2Spice GirlsHeadlines (Friendship Never Ends)
3Vanessa CarltonNorlita Fairytale
4Kelly ClarksonDon't Waste Your Time
5Miley CyrusStart All Over
6ColdplayViolet Hill
7Kt TunstallSaving My Face
8Danity Kane Feat Missy ElliotBad Girl
9Delta GoodremBelieve Again
10OnerepublicSay (All I Need)
11Emmy RossumSlow Me Down
12Enrique Iglesias Feat Lil Wayne & ProphetPush
13Natasha BedingfieldPocketful Of Sunshine
14Backstreet BoysHelpless When She Smiles
15Plies Feat Ne-YoBust It Baby (Part 2)
16SugababesChange
173 Doors DownIt's Not My Time
18Timbaland Feat Keri Hilson & Nicole ScherzingerScream

PLEASE SEND TO ME THESE SONGS IF YOU HAVE THEM :D
Gladys.

2009-01-30T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hmm , I know it's a little late to be collecting 2008 songs ,
but .
here i go again ! :D

1Leona Lewis.Bleeding Love
2Chris BrownWith You
3RihannaDisturbia
4Madonna feat Justin Timberlake & Timbaland4 Minutes
5The Pussycat DollsWhen I Grow Up
6Timberland presents OneRepublicApologize
7Britney SpearsPiece Of Me
8Jordin Sparks feat Chris BrownNo Air
9RihannaTake A Bow
10Jonas BrothersBurnin' Up
11DaughtryWhat About Now
12Mariah CareyTouch My Body
13Secondhand SerenadeFall For You
14ParamoreCrushcrushcrush
15Miley Cyrus7 Things
16T.I.Whatever You Like
17Leona LewisBetter In Time
18The ScriptThe Man Who Can't Be Moved
19Colbie CaillatBubbly
20Sara BareillesLove Song
21Carrie UnderwoodAll American Girl
~~22Britney SpearsWomanizer~~
23Carrie UnderwoodEver Ever After
24Britney SpearsBreak The Ice
25Ne-YoCloser
26PinkSo What
27Mariah CareyBye Bye
28Colbie CaillatRealize
29Chris BrownForever
30Boys Like GirlsThunder
31Randy Jackson Presents Paula AbdulDance Like There's No Tomorrow
32Avril LavigneThe Best Damn Thing
33Jason MrazI'm Yours
34Kat Deluna Feat Elephant ManWhine Up
35Ashlee SimpsonOutta My Head
36Delta GoodremIn This Life
37Shayne WardNo U Hang Up
38David ArchuletaCrush
39Aly & AjLike Whoa
40Jordin SparksTattoo
41Jordin SparksOne Step At A Time
42Kat Deluna Feat Busta RhymesRun The Show
43Mariah CareyI'll Be Loving U Long Time
~~44Katy PerryHot N Cold~~
45SugababesAbout You Now
46Vanessa CarltonHands On Me
47RihannaDon't Stop The Music
48Daniel PowterNext Plane Home
49Spice GirlsHeadlines (Friendship Never Ends)
50Leona LewisForgive Me
51Vanessa CarltonNorlita Fairytale
~~52Lil Wayne Feat Static MajorLollipop~~
53ColdplayViva La Vida
54Metro StationShake It
55The Pussycat DollsI Hate This Part
56Kelly ClarksonDon't Waste Your Time
~~57BeyonceIf I Were A Boy~~
58Fallout Boy Feat John MayerBeat It
59Alicia KeysTeenage Love Affair
60Miley CyrusStart All Over
61FergieClumsy
62Danity KaneDamaged
63ColdplayViolet Hill
64Kt TunstallSaving My Face
65Danity Kane Feat Missy ElliotBad Girl
66DaughtryFeels Like Tonight
67Colbie CaillatThe Little Things
68Delta GoodremBelieve Again
69OnerepublicSay (All I Need)
70Emmy RossumSlow Me Down
71Enrique Iglesias Feat Lil Wayne & ProphetPush
72Natasha BedingfieldPocketful Of Sunshine
73Backstreet BoysHelpless When She Smiles
74ParamoreThat's What You Get
~~75Nicole Scherzinger Feat Will.I.AmBaby Love~~
76DuffyWarwick Avenue
~~77Usher Feat Young JeezyLove In This Club~~
78Plies Feat Ne-YoBust It Baby (Part 2)
~~79T.I. Feat RihannaLive Your Life~~
80Miranda CosgroveLeave It All To Me
81Alicia KeysSuperwoman
82Panic At The DiscoNine In The Afternoon
83Britney SpearsGimme More
84Jesse MccartneyLeavin
85Simple PlanSave You
86Ashley TisdaleHe Said, She Said
87Ne-YoMiss Independent
88Jonas BrothersWhen You Look Me In The Eyes
89Aly & AjPotential Breakup Song
90OnerepublicStop & Stare
91Usher Moving Mountains
92Shayne WardBreathless
93The Click FiveHappy Birthday
94Jason MrazMake It Mine
95AshantiThe Way I Love You
96SugababesChange
~~97Flo Rida Feat Will.I.Am In The Ayer~~
983 Doors DownIt's Not My Time
99Timbaland Feat Keri Hilson & Nicole ScherzingerScream
100Marie DigbySay It Again

Please send the songs to me if you do have them !
THANK YOU :D

Gladys.

2009-01-30T14:58:00.002+08:00

Today sucks .
I missed my loved after school activities D:

# Shooting .
# Bullying my juniors .

BUT !
i skipped .
# boring EXP ,
# Difficult Math Quiz
# The argument between the sexists in my class :D

whee .
- ah choo - D:
I have a terrible fever ?
idk

5.30 am - 36.9 , asked people if i should attend sch . ALL SAID NO :\ so i went back to sleep .
10.45am - 39.5 :D took panadol and slept .
12.25pm - 36.5 woke up , bathed , took medicine & played com.
currently - FREEZING . :\ my whole body's pale . my head hurts . & my temp is damn low . :\

SIAN .
going back to bed very soon .
Need more rest :D

Im hungry D:
but i totally cant eat D:
i attempted to eat porridge ,
and i puked everything out after 10 minutes :\

Sigh .
Lousy day . Lousy , Lousy day .

Gladys.

2009-01-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

whee.
today sucked.
i couldn't do annotations properly .
eeyuck .

& tmr i have a science & history quiz o.o
omgg

MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :\

eeyuck .
tday , was like any other day:
# chiong hw .
# sian mass assembly :\

& i slackedddd during chinese .
- yawns -
after that , had like .
language arts o.o

LUCKY me didnt get caught by debbie wong for not doing proper annotations :D

then , recess .
learnt something .
damn bushuang .
turned effing emo .

went into bio lab & bang table .
nv tio scolding .
heing ~
then do worksheet .
alamak .
do like bullshit liddat . -_-
so many wrong .
yuck .

then went for maths .
i totally dun understand direct proportion .
hehe .
i finally understand inverse proportion though .
goody :D

bt i submitted incomplete work .
hmm , i have a feeling mavis low will give me a tight slap when she sees my bk :\
nvm lor .
wait for it ~

oooh . learning ALGEBRA .
looks fun :D
bt she picks on me alot
!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!
just cause i sit nxt t jay doesnt mean you have t pick on me mah :\
yuck .

then , chionged t Jay's house
thn i went t buy butter & all th stuff
in th end leh ?
he made me wait for like 30 mins outside his house .
omg lah
i just stone thr like idiot liddat .
knn .

walking arnd wif this HUGE BOX .
& he come tht time .
first thing he said
" how much was the butter "
!@#%&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%
sicko . slap his face lah .

then , his uhm . domestic helper :D
is damn nice .
we were like ATTEMPTING t make icing o.o
omg , failed like .
DAMN badly :o
then we decided t use a different receipe .
:D

turned out better .
but veh hard
so we mixed both of them tgt :D
oooh .
very nice .
but altgt , we used arnd , 6 cups of sugar o.o
omg ,
DIABETIES . :O
& thrs a sh*tload of butter in thr too .
so ... Jay ... turn fat :D

& he showed me .
a pic of .
NIKOLAI .
in teenage mag .
wth ?!

stupid looking face :\
eewwwww .

ooh [:
cant wait for friday :D
i miss cris & jai D:

th girls hu nids t cram like crap ...
GLADYS`. xx .

2009-01-12T19:09:00.002+08:00

i realise that my life at home is bullshit .

# no phone , ( "you very free ah ? go wash floor la " )
# no sms , ( "limit yourself to TWO smses a day" )
# computer , 1 hour . ( " I EXPECT TO ONLY SEE YOU AT THE COMPUTER FOR AN HOUR A DAY " )

o.o

zzz , outside communication :\
so limited .
zzz .
must stay out more .
then , will get scolded also
alamak .

must study .
must study .
I STUDY FOR FIVE HOURS A DAY EVERYDAY LAH .
knn .

and of course , if he sees this ,
my handphone will be confiscated & i'll get scolded .
and my privacy will be invaded .
wth .
PREDICTABLE lah .
zzz .

hw come kenneth's parents dont care one .
then my mum will reply " cause they dont care "

WHAT KIND OF NONSENSE IS THIS .
KNN .
no wonder my life is so screwed .
argh .
oh .
& if they read this part ,
I wnt be able to go out too .
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
KIDS ARE ALWAYS IN THE WRONG LAH .
CCB .
NYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

kenneth , i REFUSE to chill .
zzz .

stupid . stupid . life .
GLADYS`. xx .

2009-01-10T11:11:00.003+08:00

welll .
YESTERDAY WAS A VERY INTERESTING DAY :D
which i totally lovedddddd . :D

RECRUITMENT DAY .

whee .

okay , recaps arent important.
just in case some sec ones see my blog , this is my advice for you :D

DONT JOIN NCDCC :D
# waste of water
# damn act
# there's jeremy foo inside .
# and one guy attacked me lor ! :O
what kind of CCA is this .

ooooh . 200+ people tried out for shooting :O
i helped one guy and he sucked balls :X

okay , i promoted for track & npcc :D
heeeeeee .
GUESS MY MOTIVES :O

but still , IM PROMOTING CCA :D
thereforeeeee ....

JOIN SHOOTING ! :D
JOIN TRACK ! :D
JOIN NPCC ! :DD

actually , i went against track .
and i wanted to tear up their posters :X
but i was too short D:
so i helped lor .

oooh .
there's this damn nice NPCC senior :o
cause there's this boyboy , he pon-ed the performing arts things ,
to queue up for shooting :D
bryan called him a "pon star" .
wtc .
anyway , the NP guy , kept trying to pull the small boyboy to join NPCC instead of shooting.
then , i said " aiya , actually NP better . you should join "
then the guy quickly told the boyboy to join shooting :O
& he even helped us with the queue :O

okay .
anyways .
THIS IS WHAT I THINK OF THE CCAs IN KCP :D

PA ! D:

#modern dance - damn . disgusting . coach . :O
#drama - lack of guys , tons of girls :D . so those despo bastards , join drama man ! girls galore :X
#band - the seniors are damn nice . gladys gave gladys sweets :O
#choir - hahaha . even more girls than drama !
#guzheng - lol . i dont want to comment on this .

UG ! :D

# NCDCC - two words. DONT JOIN .
# GG - join at your own risk lah . :D
# GB - the teachers are damn nice , but the drills are like wtf.
# BB - idk lah . i just know that geraint likes wearing their hats o.o
# NPCC - OMGGGG . MUST JOIN . MUST JOIN ! :DDD they have shooting , camp craft , canoeing . alot of stuff :D alot of outings you know ? :D

SPORTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! :D

# SHOOTING ! :D - THE BEST CCA IN THE WHOLE KCP :D great seniors & aircon xD
# soccer - go if you are prepared to lose your balls :X
# basketball - the seniors are very nice , but be prepared to do a shit lot of pushups :D
# track - damn . friggin . slack :XX
# netball - okay lah . but you'll have a damn sickening senior called fiona ng :X
# badminton - is a damn zai cca cause i cant play badminton ! :O

i cant remember anymore ccas :D
so there .
HAVE A NICE TIME FINDING A CCA YOU LIKE , LOSERS :D

50 people signed up for NCDCC .
omg , loser people .
hmmmm , but they do have nice seniors like avril & xianjun .
other than that , still got what perks -_-

GLADYS`

2009-01-03T12:03:00.002+08:00

1. Tell us a secret
A secret , should be kept a secret :D

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you?
guy , yes . girl , no .

3. Would you rather be ditched or betrayed by your friends?
neither xD .

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
when i get it , i'll tell you .

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
MY BEST FRIEND'S A GIRL , YOU NUT -_-

6. If you were stuck in a well/deserted island, with nothing to eat but with some person you really damn hate him/her cause of betrayal/done "shang tian hai li" stuff, would you want to cooperate and get the hell out of the well/deserted island?
don't understand the question :D

7. How do you define love?
love , is an emotion which comes naturally & you have absolutely no control over it.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
alot of things make me extremely happy (:

10. What makes you sad?
alot of things make me sad ):

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I see myself ... by looking in a mirror :D

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
now ? my parents & close friends (:

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
most important thing ... happiness . :D

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor. i'd give up everything , just to find my true love (:

15. What is your favourite colour?
white . yes , i know . RACIST ;P

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
the one which makes me happier lah . they can do the same things , but they'll definitely do it in a different manner :D

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
it'll take a shit lot of time though . haha .

18. What do you want to tell the someone you love?
我爱你 ! :D

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
depending who my lover is ! haha !

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
Sure, but i've never seen it. So, we'll just have to settle for " puppy love " now .

21. What is the number one thing that you want to do most now?
not go to school for the rest of the year . :P

22. 5 people who's going to do this survey:
# my left hand ,
# my right hand ,
# my brain ,
# my eyes ,
# my joints !

( & GUESS WHAT ?! THEY DID IT ALREADY ! HOW EFFICIENT ! :O )

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TEACHERS OF TWOPEACE09!
FT : delia foo .

LA : debbie wong
CL : nah xiu yan [ HELP ! ]
EM : mavis low
LSS : dorothy goh
GE & AES : lee siew foong [ HELPPPPPP !!!! ]
HI & CME : delia foo
PE : tan kok lum
HE : grace tham & teo yew choon
VA : teo yew choon [ HEELLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !!!! ]

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GLADYS`. xx .

2009-01-01T14:44:00.004+08:00

BORED LIKE ANYTHING :\

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single?
yeah . what's it to you ? :P

2. Are you happy?
i'm satisfied due to the smses i recieved :D

3. Are you bored?
look all the way UP . :D

4. Are you fair?
i don't know . anyone got the skin tone colour paper ?

5. Are you Italian?
I WISHED.

6. Are you intelligent?
if i was , i would have found something better to do my whole holiday instead of staring at the computer like a retard .

7. Are you honest?
50-50 :D

8. Are you nice?
when im not having mood swings , sure . :D

9. Are you Irish?
leprechauns ...

10. Are you Asian?
sadly, yes i am. ( thus , having to take up chinese & see bad grades )

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name
For me to know. Not for you to find out .

2. Nicknames
why should i tell you .

3. Birth place
I dont know where . :\

4. Hair color
Black

5. Natural hair style Thick and wavy?
Straight .

6. Eye colour
Dark Brown.

7. Birthday
For me to know.

8. Mood

Damn upset with Sec two life :\

9. Favorite color
white

10. One place you'd like to visit
canada

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love?
Yes.

2. Do you believe in love at first sight
Yes.

3. Do you currently have a crush?
Sadly, yes . :\

4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally ?
look up.

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart
look up.

6. Have you ever had your heart broken
look up.

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them
look up.

8. Are you afraid of commitment
look up.

9. Who was the last person you hugged
VANESSA ! :D

10. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
DEFINITELY NOT MY PARENTS.

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. BGR / One-sided love
2. happy / angry
3. msn / phone call
4. Like / dont like
5. guys / girls
6. me / you
7. Mugging / Slacking
8. Attending [training ] / pawning [school ]
9. missing / dont bother to care
10. love / hate

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out
what's it to you ?

2. Seen a polar bear
Yeah , in the zoo. durh .

3. Done something you regret
More than you could ever imagine .

4. Bungee jumped
wish to, but no chance D:

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor
apparently, yes :\

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker ?
what's jaw breaker ? as in the gobstopper or what :\

7. Been caught naked
how would i know, but i'll kill anyone who dares peep!

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back
eh . maybe ?

9. Cried because you lost a pet
yeah . my dad made me take out the fish :\

10. Wanted to disappear
yes , & i still want to .

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes
eyes . :D

2. Light or dark hair
who cares about hair colour -_-

3. Hugs or kisses
HUGS ! :D

4. Shorter or taller
i'm fine with whatever . as long as the height difference isn't too drastic .

5. Intelligence or attraction
how about care & concern instead ?

6. Topman or Zara Topman!
what the hell is the difference .

7. Funny or serious
definitely funny :D

8. Older or Younger Older!
who cares . as long as he treats me right , i'm all for it :D

9. Outgoing or quiet
OUTGOING TO THE MAX ! :D

10. Sweet or Bad
nut. who would want a bad boyfriend ?

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd
duh. all thanks to mrs loh ... zzz ...

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour
wth . if i dont , please tell me why im raking up a bill of $50+ for the HOUSE PHONE . :D

3. Ever tried walking on your hands
no , but i'll consider it when i feel like joining the circus !

4. Ever been to a rock concert
depends. what's your definition of "concert"

5. Ever been on a cheerleading team
Sure ! that's why i can't even do a split ! :D

6. Ever been on a dance team
OF COURSE ! now you know why i CANT DANCE -_-

7. Ever been on a sports team
Which part of VOLLEYBALL SENIOR GIRLS 07 do you not understand ? :D

8. Ever been in a drama play/production
Yeah . in my dreams ...

9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz or Bentley?
I wished i was that loaded ~

10. Ever been in a rap video?
Duh no .

TEN... LASTS
1. Last phone call you made
to my mum telling her i'm going for training.

2. Last person you hugged
VANESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSA ! :D

3. Last person you hung out with
( if you consider walking to J8 ... )
Geraint , Zi Ying , Zuoel , Bryan & Fiona Chu .

4. Last time you worked ?
Last year xD

5. Last person you talked to
My mum .

6. Last person you msn-ed
Kenneth Leong .

7. Last person you texted
Chua Feng Jiun !

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies
My parents lor . IPMAN ! :D

9. Last person/thing you missed
Ask Joey ! hahahaha ! ;D

10. Last website visited
http://npcckcp.blogspot.com/2008/12/4th-nus-npcc-177-air-rifle-shooting.html

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:D
i dont like school .
i got homework on the first day :\

GLADYS`.

2008-12-31T20:03:00.002+08:00

why cant parents just be more understanding ?
why must they invade your privacy .
nobody needs their nosey-ness .

my dad & mom are just unfair .
they're always in the right .

" i understand that you're growing up "

WHAT THE FUCK DO THEY UNDERSTAND .

one's a bitchy whore .
who only knows how to say that i condemn my parents .
like , dont they ever reflect ?!

She asks me what's wrong ,
i tell her what's wrong .
& she doesnt even listen .
then when i dont tell her anything ,
she says that i dont want to fucking open up .

My father always reflects on himself ,
and he never cares about what i think .
He can say that he knows im growing up ,
& he gives me a shit load of freedom ,
but he doesnt even give me space .
My privacy , to him is nothing .

& my parents only know how to side each other .

They go to mrs ong and say that they know they're wrong .
They act for one day .
And then they revert back to their uncaring selves .
If they dont even care about my feelings ,
why should i do what they say ?!

They dont even bother to know what's wrong .
Do any parents even care ?!

Later , i bet my tagboard will be flooded with tags like
" they are the people who raised you up "
" they are the people who gave you a place to stay "
& IM THANKFUL .

BUT CANT THEY EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT I DONT THEM BUTTING INTO MY AFFAIRS ?!

My dad will just say he understands .
& then he talks about himself .
Sentence after sentence ,
all he does is boast about himself .

I DONT UNDERSTANDDD

My real mother dumped me .
I dont know how she & my dad looked like .

I really wonder why they dumped me in this family .
The one that always forces me to say that im well off .
What they think is good for me ,
and what i think is good for me , is totally different .

Everyday . I just think ,
Was i really not good enough for my real parents ??
Why did they have to give me away .
Why .

Why must I be sold away .
Why .
Whyyy .

Why do my parents have to be a pair of jerks who never care about what i think .
They only want what they think is best for me .

I didnt even go out anywhere other than training
and just because i went out alot this week , my mum has to be so uptight about it .
It's not like i dont tell them where i go .

Why must they keep comparing me to my cousins ?!
" Why cant you be nice to me ? "
" Why cant you be more understanding ? "
" Why cant you be smarter ? "
" Why cant you be more like Cheryl "
" Why cant you do the things Cheryl does "
" I bet your friends dont treat their parents like this "

but have they ever thought , that it's because of something they did .
that made me upset ?!
they raised me up .
They put me in aitong .
i didnt want to go there .
They put me there .
They put me in student care when i didnt like it .
& i grew up in that environment .

SO WHY IS IT MY FAULT IF I PICK THINGS UP .

I DONT WANT TO TAKE OVER SOME SHIT ENTREPRENEUR BUISNESS .
I DONT WANNA BE AN ENTREPRENEUR .

why do i even bother .
im not anything .

and the worst part ,
good friends , like joey .
dont come by often .
all they do .
is put you down when you're already down .
they dont know how to deal with people .
and cause more tears .

why does my life have to be so screwed ...

2008-12-25T22:24:00.001+08:00

I logged onto the internet and thought about posting something on my blog.
I continued to think about it for a little while.
Eventually I decided that I wouldn’t post anything.

2008-12-23T15:01:00.002+08:00

hehehehe . xD

----

Who's the person that tagged you?
} Jay Ong

Relationship between you and him/her?
} Frens lor :P

Three impressions of him/her?
} good dancer , anti-emo , has a house that hates me :\

If him/her becomes your enemy , you will?
} let him convince me to not be enemies xD

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Who's the person that tagged you?
} Khwa Zhong Xuan

Relationship between you and him/her?
} Ex . & besties ;D

Three impressions of him/her?
} Very good counsellor . Packed schedule . loves chicken rice xD

If she becomes your enemy , you will?
} wait for him t say sorry lor ;P

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GLADYS`. xx .

2008-12-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

The year's ending .

& i havent done any pieces of holiday homework :D
i dont care -_-

next year is a .
money parting year .

JAN :
# jay lin
# adeline quek
# khwa zhongxuan

APR :
# Avril ho
# Chua feng jiun

MAY :
# Luther Mok

JULY :
# James Chong

AUG :
# Tan Poh Boon xD

SEPT :
# Koh Yong Wen
# Fiona Ng
# Lee Kun Siang

OCT :
# Kenneth Leong
# Jay Ong

argh .
i miss my money D:

idk . thinking about buying christmas presents t th ppl who've showered me wif tons of generosity this year .
yet , im tight on cash .
argh .

i despise the financial crisis .

GLADYS`. xx .

2008-12-20T20:19:00.002+08:00

Who's the person that tagged you?
} Tay Yee Nah

Relationship between you and her?
} Ex-classmates .

Three impressions of her?
} my amah :D , pretty & thoughtful .

If she becomes your enemy , you will?
} dao her . lol .

What will you say to the person you like very much?
} i love you ? ...

Characteristic I like about myself?
} what is there to proud of -_-

Characteristic I hate about myself?
} i hate that i was born ...

For the person whom you hate, you say?
} Get a life , loser :D

What do people feel about you?
} I suck ? :D

Your crush?
} is non-existant . dont have one :P

Pass this to 11 people .
1. YEENAH . ( gimme , give you back ! )
2. Khwa Zhong Xuan
3. Nicole Low
4. Luther Mok
5. Koh Yong Wen
6. Avril Ho
7. Lim Hui Wen
8. Lim Zi Ying
9. Fiona Chu
10. Tan Poh Boon
11. Ong Meng Teck

5 & 7 were together? ( Joey & Hui Wen )
# i wished ...

What colour does no 9 & 11 like? ( Fiona & Jay )
# i dont know . but i believe Jay likes every colour except black . :P

Say something about 8 ( Zi Ying )
# complains alot during shooting , but she's an awesome friend ! :D

Who is 2? ( Zx )
# my ex . and my bestie :D

Talk about 3 ( nicole )
# she has bad taste in boyfriends . :D

Who is 10's bestfriend? ( John )
# it's either : LISA KOH or ELAINE HUANG or KHWA ZHONGXUAN :D

Who's the sexiest among all the 11?
# i am in no position to comment :D

What colour does no 4 like? ( Luther )
# the colour which keely likes . hehehehe . :D

Is 4 single? ( Luther )
# He's single & ~~despo~~ .

You relationship with 1? (YN)
# ex classmates & she's my grandmother .

Are 5&6 Best friends? ( Joey & Avril )
# I only know that Avril baked Joey cookies at the start of the year . UNFAIRNESS .

9's surname? ( Fiona )
# CHUUUUUUU :D

7's nickname? ( huiwen )
# ah wen lor ... not funny one . yuck .

Say something to help 9. ( fiona )
# own me in shooting :D . we both know you did it , so do it again :D

Where does 1 live? ( YN )
# amk ;P

10 of them know who you like?
# i LOVE jesus christ :D jay knows that :D

Say something to 6 when you see him/her. ( avril )
# - stretches hands out - . COOKIES ! :D

10's spouse? ( john )
# . heeeee . im not telling xP
hint : his name starts with a Z ! :D

GLADYS`. xx .

2008-12-17T21:27:00.002+08:00

o.o

wonder since when havent post alr :X

welll ....
IM HAVING MAJOR MOOD SWINGS -_-
yuck .
i dont even know what triggers it .
yuck -_-

hate myself .
hate myself .
hate myself .

im lacking true friendship ~
& when i find it , and i get betrayed by someone else ,
i lose trust in everybody and have to be snapped back by sth / sm1 .

been reading skip beat .
& torturing zx with my awesome 67acts knowledge .
LOL .

im bored .
but i'll do yeenah's quiz tomoro after coming home from orchard .
BOREDOMMMM

my whole life is boring -_-
COM . TRAINING . COM . TRAINING . COM . TV . COM -_-

YUCK !
note to self : i need to get a life -_-
boredom ...

on a better note ,
i pon-ed training to go to regine's house :X
coach is gonna slaughter me ...

never mind ;P

well . yeah .
IM GONNA READ MORE MANGA ! :D
damn , im becoming addicted to this -_-

a prayer :

Father Lord in heaven ,
I pray for my friends , Luther Mok & Nicole Low ,
to be free from problems and troubles.
Although some problems are oblivious to them ,
I pray that they never know what they are ,
and settle those that they have already noticed .

I don't know why i'm doing this ,
but Daddy, I know you love them as much as you love me .
Though I never go for ministry ... and skip as much church as possible ... :X
I hope you would help me by helping them .

And hopefully, I gain that undeserved favour they talk about so much .
Amen .

2008-11-27T21:39:00.002+08:00

i'm afraid . i'm scared .
i'm torn , bruised and thrown away.

&you don't even know whats on my mind.

2008-11-24T22:41:00.001+08:00

sigh.

tomorrow was supposed to be an awesome day.
but i'm afraid.

goddamned shit.
how i hate him so now. :(

&youwontunderstand.

2008-11-16T13:04:00.004+08:00

BOREDDDDD .
since stupid james wont call & stupid zx wont pick up, im doing quizzes -.-

Do you want a boyfriend?
i alr have one . tsk . you're slow...

When did your last hug take place?
hmm , today. my daddy hugged me cuz i was cold D:

Who was the last person you talked to?
dear ! :D

When was the last time you smiled?
hmm . NOW ! :D

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Daddy. i was bargaining for more time t sleep in =D

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Leong Jia Sheng Kenneth / Ong Meng Teck Jay.
( depends who's online =D )

When is the next time you will hug someone?
idk? if i feel like kajiaoing thessa tmr maybe i'll hug her ... :P
( yeah thessa, you better run. )

Did you have a good day yesterday?
mayyyyybe :D

Was last New Years enjoyable?
what i do on new years day ??

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
who would even like me ? -.-

Were you happy when you woke up today?
not really . i didnt wanna go t church.

Would you ever want to go back in the past?
of course la.

Is waiting for someone ever okay?
yeah. why not?

Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
sure. if my itunes player deems fit . :D

Do you say sorry first?
idk. depends on the person & what happened :D

Has someone promised you something and broke it?
to sec2 hwachong guys, alot :P

Do you want to be with someone right now?
heeeeee. :D

Do you still talk to any of your exes?
i still talk t all of them . except justin.
cus he's too busy sweet-talking lydia t do anything else :D
( see, my jie so commited )

Is there something you want to tell someone but don't know how to?
whey. i'll tell when i want to !

What color shirt are you wearing?
white shirt :D

Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :D

What are you listening to right now?
Just So You Know - Jesse Mccartney

If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
i'd buy a birthday present for Nicole&Nick.
(depending where i go to la . )

What was the last thing someone bought you?
my daddy bought me lunch :D

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
dear ! (:

Do you miss anyone?
i miss YOU :D
( wait , who are you ? :P )

Is your room clean?
Nope. Not at all.

Who was the last person you held hands with?
Hey, thats so personal. Im not answering that.

What are you wearing on your feet?
bedroom slippers.
(mummy wont find them here!)

What are you wearing?
Clothes?

I've come to realize that I talk:
alot.

I've come to realize that, I love someone:
so dearly, that i cant live without him.

I've come to realize that I need:
a cap. my hairstyle sucks.

I've come to realize that I've lost:
my confidence in my hairstyle.

I've come to realize that I hate it when:
my mom talks. it kinda pisses me off.

I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
i would have drank some beer first.

I've come to realize that money:
is made out of paper and or plastic.

I've come to realize that I'll always be:
let down by friends&family. & definitely hair stylists.

I've come to realize that I love:
you. :P

I've come to realize that the last time I cried I was:
tuesday night. :P

I've come to realize that my cell phone is:
not with me.

I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
My breath stinks and it could kill a flower.

I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
thinking about killing a flower...

I've come to realize that my life:
is not as bad as its supposed t be.

I've come to realize that my car:
will only stay at a size which ants / cockroaches can drive.

I've come to realize that best friends:
are the people who will let you down when you least expect it.

I've come to realize that the world is:
difficult.

I've come to realize that addictions:
are hard t get rid.

I've come to realize that my attitude:
sucks.

I've come to realize that the one thing I couldn't live without is:
GOD. :D

I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
nobody!

How old will you be in 15 months?
15 months = 1 year & 3 months ...
i'd be 14+yrs old.

Who was the last person who texted you?
dear :D

What is your current status?
upset wif th world is turning into .

What are you listening to?
Because You Live - Jesse Mccartney.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
idk? see first. maybe meet dear lor :P

What's the nearest green object to you?
mouse pad ...

What were you doing at 12 am last night?
i was snoring/drooling away.
was i ? idk what i do when im asleep...

How many houses have you lived in?
alot o_O

What are you doing for your next birthday?
idk...

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Yes.

Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
nope.

What is something that you do too much?
get bored too often.

Is your hair up?
i cant tie it D:

Do you think you are an argumentative person?
yeah :X

Is your phone right beside you?
still yes :X

When was the last time you shot a dirty look at someone?
i cant rmb ...

Whats in your pocket?
nothing.

When is your birthday?
im not telling you . :D

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
i dont think so.

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
hee. depends if im veh tired that day.

Did anything weird happen in the past 3 days?
my mom brought me to cut my hair D:

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
Yes.

Has anyone seen you in just your underwear?
my mom & dad. :P
( i was 1/2/3/4 . dont blame. )

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1. My ex is still
alive.

2. I am listening to
Role Model - Eminem

3. I love
God. :D

4. My best friend(s)
#Vanessa Ho Pei Rui
#Kenneth Leong Jia Sheng
#Jay Ong Meng Teck
#Cristabel Lau Yuit Theng
#Tan Shaun

5. I don't understand
why i was born .

6. I lost my respect for
my mom .

7. I last ate
prunes :X

8. The meaning of my display name is
"oooh . pretty colours ."
i saw a rainbow when i was washing my dad's car.

9. Love is
stupid, but smth which everyone needs. :D

10. Somewhere
in the world, there is money on the floor ;P

11. I will always
be emotional. dammit.

12. Love seems to
be nowhere in sight at times.

13. I never ever want to lose
you again.

14. My mobile phone is
not with me.

15. When I woke up this morning
i wanted to sleep more.

16. I get annoyed
when i see people who i dont like. :P

17. Parties
are rated due t th activities.

18. My pet
went down th toilet bowl when i was 8.

19. Kisses
are wayyy below hugs. :D

20. Today I
was cold.

21. I wish
you were here.

22. I really want
dear to call.

-- ANSWER TRUTHFULLY --
PRESENTLY-
01. is your hair wet?
No.
02. is your cell phone right by you?
No.
03. do you miss someone?
Yes.
04. are you wearing chap stick?
whats that?
05. are you tired?
yeahh :X
06. are you excited?
No.
07. are you watching tv?
No.
08. are you wearing pajamas?
No.

HAVE YOU -
01. recently done anything you regret?
Yes.
02. ever lied?
Yes.
03. ever stuck gum under a desk?
Yes.
04. ever kicked someone?
Yes.
05. ever tripped over your own feet?
Yes.

TODAY -
01. have you cursed?
Yes.
02. have you yelled at someone?
No.
03. have you gotten mad at someone?
Yes.

RANDOM-
Q: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A: im thinking of dear .. D:
Q: do you have any siblings?
A: No.
Q: Do you want children?
A: i dont know.
Q: do you smile often?
A: not really.
Q: do you wish on stars?
A: Yes.
Q: when did you last cry?
A: Tuesday Night.
Q: do you like your handwriting?
A: Yes.
Q: are you a friendly person?
A: idk.
Q: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A: Mine.
Q: what size ring do you wear?
A: I dont wear a ring.
Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
A: White.
Q: what were you doing at 7 PM yesterday
A: Just hung up on dear cos my phone battery died. D: Called him back at 8 though :D
Q: look to your right
A: My daddy.

ANSWER ALL OF THEM TRUTHFULLY
1. last beverage
Ice milo.
2. last phone call
Dear.
3. last instant message
Was from Nicole. :D
4. last cd played
HSM3: senior year.
5. last BUBBLE bath
when i was staying with bryan&xueting :P

SIX HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice?
yes.
2. been cheated on?
yes.
3. kissed someone & regretted it?
yes.
4. lost someone special?
yes.
5. been depressed?
of course.
6. been drunk and threw up?
no.

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU
1. Cried a lot?
yes.
2. Fallen out of love?
nope.
3. Laughed until you cried?
yes.
4. Met someone who changed your life?
yes.
5. Found out who your true friends were?
no.

1. Initials
GWXJ
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you
lee kun siang
3. Last thing you ate
prunes
4. For or against same sex marriage
for .
6. Last person you hugged?
daddy.
7. Do you believe in God
YES ! :D
8. How many provinces have you been to
provinces of ?
9. How many provinces have you lived in
provinces of ?
10. Ever lived outside of Canada
Lets see, ive never been there D:
11. Name something you like physically about yourself
Nails :P
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself
nothing. :P
13. Why are you still up?
cos its 1.55pm -.-
14. Who made you angry today
Mummy.
15. Favourite holiday
Thailand wif mum , aunt & cousins .
16. Do you download music
Yes.
17. What have you done illegally?
why should i tell you .
18. Where would you want to go on a first date?
a place where i dont know anyone other than the guy im going out wif :P
19. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally
uhm . Jay & Kenneth both owe me a song .
so when they do, i'll tell you :D
20. Do you like Bush?
NO !
21. Have you ever bungee jumped
yes.
22. Have you ever white-water rafted
No.
23. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
No.
24. How is the weather like outside?
warm D:
26. What song are you listening to right now
Lonely No More - Rob Thomas
27. What is your current fav song?
whatever you like - TI
28. What was the last movie you watched?
HSM 3: senior year.
29. Do you wear contacts
yes.
30. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
idk where i went for lunch :P
31. What are you afraid of?
dogs & cats =\
32. How many piercings and tattoo's do you have?
ear piercings.
33. How many pets do you have
i have two neopets :P
34. What turns you on?
idk?
35. What do you usually order from Starbucks
dont like starbucks.
36. Have you ever fired a gun
duh. why do you think im in the shooting club -.-
37. Fave TV show?
Pink Panther show.
38. Do you have an ipod?
Yes.
39. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
No.
40. Whats your dad's name
Wee Chor Kian.
41. Who would you like to see right now?
dear...
42. Favourite band of all time
hillsong live :P
43. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
idk ... i forgot .
44. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn
salted :D
45. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
i am not answering this question .
46. Do you watch MTV
yes.
47. What's something that really makes you mad?
sluts.
48. Whats your favourite hobby?
Talking to dear.
49. Do you like Michael Jackson
As a singer, okay lor.
50: Favourite basketball team
PCPS Senior boys 07 ! - laughs -
51. Favourite cereal
koko crunch :D
52. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
3 days.
53. Last time you went bowling
after teachers day celebration . dammit . D: dont like that match D:
54. Last call you had
was from dear !
55. what did you talk about in that call?
nicole :P
56. Whats your favorite thing to do to piss people off?
Ask them .

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RANDOMOLOGY

where was the first place you went this morning?
back to bed :P

What can you not wait to do?
see dear again :D

What’s the last movie you saw?
HSM3: senior year.

Do you smile often?
not really.

Are you a friendly person?
idk .

Would you die for someone?
Yes.

Whats your hair doing?
pissing me off .

MOUTHOLOGY

What is your salad dressing of choice?
hate salad. :D

What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
i dont like fast food. its fattening D:

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
whats a sit-down restaurant?

What food could you eat every day and not get sick of it?
tempura udon !

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
cheeeeese :P

What do you like to put on your toast?
Jam . :D

What is your favorite type of gum?
grape bubble gum :D

TECHNOLOGY
What is your wallpaper on your computer?
a picture ! :D

How many televisions are in your house?
3 .

Do you use a laptop or desktop?
laptop ! :D

BIOLOGY
Are you right-handed or left-handed?
right .

Do you like your smile?
i can smile ?

What’s your best feature?
idk .

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
cells . and hair . [ i blame th hairstylist D: ]

Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
what do you mean by keenest ?

When was the last time you had a cavity?
idk . bt its shouldnt be veh long bah ...

What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
i . have . no . idea .

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
once . :P

BULLCRAPOLOGY
If you could, would you wanna know the day you were going to die?
i have no idea.

Is love for real?
idk.

If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?
i still dk .

What color do you think looks best on you?
white . or black . :P

Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
does a fish bone count ?

Have you ever saved someone’s life?
No.

Has someone ever saved yours?
Yes.

DAREOLOGY
Would you walk naked down a public street for $100,000?
no.

Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $300?
still no.
Would you cut off one of your little fingers for $200,000?
no.
Would you never blog again for $50,000?
yes.
Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
no.
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
yes.
Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
no.

DUMBOLOGY
What is in your left pocket?
nth.

Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
thrs such a show?

Do you sit or stand in the shower?
Stand.

Could you live with roommates?
who are they. and whats their damage?

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
one :X

Where were you born?
indonesia.

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
whats a run-in?

What do you want to be when you grow up?
school counsellor is possible :D

LASTOLOGY
Friend you talked to?
dear ! :D
Last person you called?
dear ! :D
Person you hugged?
Daddy.
When?
morning .
Would you hug that person again?
maybe :P

CURRENTOLOGY
Missing someone?
dearrrrrrr D:

Mood?
im smiling ? LOL .

Listening to?
Unbreakable - Alicia Keys.

Worrying about?
My dear flirting @ church :P

Like someone?
stupid question .

&nicole, i dont kiss & tell♥.

2008-11-15T22:31:00.001+08:00

Letter Meme which i've seen in alot of blogs so far ... so ... im just gonna do it :D

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .___12___,
-Your name-
Lets start...
1.What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?]
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - ManO.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - HighHouse - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - MongolicIdol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - F**k off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

&, the letter ...

Dear Enqi,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery.I think I realized it when we skinny dipped with George Bush and his wife and I saw you sit on Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that we're cousins. I'm returning your memories from military service to you, but I'll keep my virginity as a memory. You should also know that I Told in my confession today about Oprah Winfrey imitations.

Greetings to your freaky family,
Gladys.

2008-11-14T09:51:00.003+08:00

Quiz from my laopo's blog :D

Q1. What are your plans for tomorrow?
I'm going to malaysia :D

Q2. Who's car were you last in?
car ... i havent sat in a car since last week ... D:

Q3. What perfume are you wearing now?
NO PERFUME ! EEW . perfumes are smelly D:

Q4. What colour shirt are you wearing?
red !

Q5. How long is your hair?
Long enough for me to tie a ponytail. :D

Q6. Last movie you just watched?
That was long... should be HSM3 bah. :D

Q7. Last thing you ate?
1/2 a slice of bread with jam. not hungry these days...

Q8. Last thing you drank?
saliava . :P

Q9. Where did you sleep last night?
on the couch. fell asleep watching tv :X

Q10. Are you happy right now?
Not really.

Q11. What did you say last?
It opens at 9 la! ( to my dad abt purchasing my sch books )

Q12. Where is your phone?
On my table.

Q13. What colour are your eyes?
white, dark brown and black. :D

Q14. Had you ever had your heartbroken?
alot? lols.

Q15. who/what do you hate/dislike now?
my handphone vibration -.-

Q16. What are you listening to now?
Piece of me - Britney Spears.

Q17. If you could have one thing right now, what would it be?
a million bucks. not counterfeit thank you very much.

Q18. What is your fav store?
None in particular.

Q19. Who makes you happiest right now?
my teddy bear :D

Q20. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
should be beer i think . quite long ago alr ...

Q21. When is your birthday?
On the same day as lee kun siang & bryan chng. :D

Q22. Who was th last person t send you an sms?
James Chong Qi Zhi lor . noisy person . -.-

Q23. When was th last time you were in a swimming pool?
when i was forced to :D

Q24. Where was th last place you went shopping?
I havent went shopping for a week D:
last place ... raffles city wif my cousin . :D

Q25. How do you feel about your hair now?
Bad. Hair. Day. D:

Q26. Do you have expensive jewellery?
yeah i do. and my dad's miss singapore universe -.-

Q27. Where does most of your family live?
Singapore?

Q28. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
only child... D:

Q29. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
"i'm gonna pulverize the stupid phone for vibrating so much."

Q30. Do you drink zagu?
wth is that?

Q31. Friendster or myspace?
Friendster.

Q32. Do you have T-mobile?
still dno whats that :X

Q33. What is your fav subject in sch?
English/Lit . :D

Q34. Do you have any talents?
unless you consider spending money a talent, then no.

Q35. Have you ever been in a wedding?
hello? im married t andreea. what d you think ? :D

Q36. Did you take a nap today?
i just woke up -.-

Q37. Ever met someone famous?
sure. ever heard of "meet the MP sessions" -.-

Q38. Do you want to be famous one day?
Im already infamous. why take away th in ?

Q39. Are you multi-tasking now?
sure.
# smsing James .
# msning Brice .
# doing this quiz .
# listening t music .
# talking t my dad .

Q40. Could you handle being in th army?
idk. could try if i felt like it. :D

Q41. What colour are your nails right now?
PINK! :P

Q42. When is th last time you updated your blog?
Just a few minutes ago ?!

Q43. Stupidest thing you ever done with your cellphone?
Let Mr Tan confiscate it D:

Q44. Do you like anyone right now?
Apparently, im attached. so what does that tell you?

gotta go collect my textbooks.
oh the horror of studying. D:

& it just so happens that nobody wants t listen t you♥!

2008-11-14T08:49:00.002+08:00

Last night,
I had total mega mental breakdown.

Just thoughts.
Small thoughts, all together, gave me a mega headache.

Nicole and zhongxuan should know why. ;)

Yes Jay, people do care.
I'm sorry too.
Whee. I still love you yeah?
Have fun rocking at EJ camp kay? :D

However, after a few good talks,
and a totalllllll nursery rhyme out burst,
i'm was okay alr ;D

- laughs like crazy -

collecting my school books,
meeting my juniors,
& going out wif _____________ later .

so , today should be pretty enjoyable.
bt i need t buy macs for th guys -.-
im so gna whack ruichong for this. :D

yay.
mega problems suck.
- bangs head -

&all guys expect a girl t give a 101% in relationships, while they dont give a shit♥.

2008-11-13T17:38:00.003+08:00

Well , it was heartbreak central last night .
Damn , the thomson district is majorly screwed up.

Yesterday night, was one of th most .
devasting nights in history.

i really dont know who th sh*t my friends are anymore.
I nudged, screamed and yelled at Jay on MSN bt he still didnt respond.

Well, at least Luther & Nicole were there.
Majorly grateful t these two people.
Especially Luther, who has given me a ton of advice which seriously benefitted.

Which, in particular happens t be: " calm down first. "

Well, that helped a billion.

&i dont need a guy t survive♥.

2008-11-08T22:32:00.002+08:00

Well , after today ,
at least i know that steading with me is like going to jail .

Joey is an ex-convict because he steaded with me, then dumped me.

Well , that is what that woman & kenneth deciphered it out to be.

But, that woman is siding this statement,
while kenneth is defending me.
Thus, she labelled him a convict for it.

Fuck.
It hurts a hell lot to hear all this la.

Nicole, as much as you help,
the hurt is still there.

For an ex to say that you suck,
and being wif you was like being in prison.
You try.
It's like the sharks each took a big bite out of your flesh,
leaving you with your bones and internal organs ,
only to have your bones taken away by dogs,
then someone stepping on the organs and crushing it .
One by one , each of it hurts deeper and deeper .

The knife which was stabbed into my heart,
is impossible to take out,
the blood never stops flowing.
And the amount of it leaking out increases by the second.
You try it.

And today was supposed to be a good day.
Oh, fuck the world.

Thanks a million kenneth , you're an awesome friend.
But, your friendship with her is more important.

&this time, the hurt is too much to even be repaired abit at all♥.

2008-11-07T18:39:00.004+08:00

Type your name with your:
1.FINGERS: gladys
2.CHIN: gflaccdyhs ( O_O )
3.ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: gladys ( yay ! :D )
4.ELBOW: gladys ( YAY ! :D )
5.NOSE: ttgtlqedyds ( apparently i cant use my nose . its too flat :D )
6.PALM: gladys ( :D )

:P

MORE QUIZZES ! :D

You Should Vote for John McCain

Where you and John McCain agree: Abortion - Global Warming - Health Care - The War in Iraq

Where you and John McCain disagree: Cuba - Education - Immigration - Taxes

Who Should You Vote For?

Your Issue Profile: 44% Obama, 56% McCain

Truth be told, you're not really satisfied with either of the candidates.

You could vote for either of them. You are the typical coveted swing voter.

You may want to narrow yourself down to a particular set of issues in order to pick your president.

Or start looking at third party candidates. One of them might suit you better.

Should You Vote for Obama or McCain?

We Can't Predict Who You Voted For

According to our quiz, there's a 58% chance you voted for Obama.

But that means there's an 42% chance you voted for McCain.

You aren't very typical. You tend to be independent, and your vote is highly coveted.

While we can't predict how you voted, there's a good chance you voted for the winner!

Did You Vote for Obama or McCain?

Well, that was contridicting ...

You Sometimes Know When Someone's Lying

You can spot a liar if the liar slips up, but you're not always aware of other people's dishonesty.

Eventually a liar will reveal himself, and you usually will figure out if you've been lied to.

However, someone could be duping you without you knowing it. So watch out for the telltale signs of lying!

Can You Spot a Liar?

Yes , I'm dumb.

Your Response is: Stay Calm

You don't have much of a fight or flight response.

In fact, you rather do neither. You don't like getting worked up.

You are able to approach most threats calmly and rationally.

You don't let your emotions get the best of you!

How Do You Respond: Fight or Flight?

I feel that blogthings is veh . fake ...

You Make a Good First Impression

You probably are making a much better impression than you realize.

Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do.

If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does.

Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image.

Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener.

The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating!

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

I only make good FIRST impressions .

follow-ups usually suck like mad.

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.

You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.

However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.

Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

I sound despo :\

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.

Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.

Whoever you love should be your best friend.

And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.

Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you

Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

What Is Your Love Based On?

Well that explains alot ...

You Are A Relationship Doormat!

Surprise, you ruin relationships. Bet you didn't see that one coming :-)

While you're a nice, understanding, and caring girlfriend - you don't put your needs first.

And deep down, it's probably because you worry about getting dumped.

So speak up for yourself, weed out the losers sooner, and you'll find a guy that *deserves* you.

Do You Ruin Relationships With Men?
oops .

You Are 32% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit.

Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

How Girly Are You?

Now im questioning my gender ...

You Are a Creative Gift Giver

Your gifts are one of a kind, special, and well chosen.

Whether you've made it yourself or searched all over town...

There's really no one who has more of a personal touch than you.

What Kind of Gift Giver Are You?

oooh :D

& the world is such a nice planet just bcos you're here♥.

2008-11-06T09:38:00.002+08:00

The thought of my Primary 6 friends is faint D:

sigh . never see them for so long alr. still can remember th ridiculous outings that jai, cris, joel kam, weiern & i went for :D
damn fun (:

we went to amk hub , vivo city . etc. just to watch movies and stuff. :D
and i still remember all the times me , cris , jingxiang , jai , zude , and a few more ,
used the correction tape to try and make linlaoshi fall :P

Memories of aitong , are inreplacable :D

ALWAYS REMEMBER THE TIME THAT CHENGDA BULLY ME .
i cried over it .
norman gave me a tissue . :D

seeeee . over all the crap he does to me , by niaoing me like some kind of retard ,
he's still freaking nice :D

oh !
at one point , mr low changed Norman's place to the other side of the classroom !
I was , damn . happy .
and guess what ?
he changed my place to sit behind him -.-
I started mumbling swear words after that .
But by nxt year we rly sat at two opposites of th class .
so it felt damn weird without ppl niaoing me .

& guess what again ?
Jingxiang became his clone -.-
Thank god i had jai & cris .
Or I swear i'll die !

And after a while , JingXiang sat infront of me ,
and ChengDa was next to me .
Oh god .
Hated that time .
At least Jai cheered me up :D

AND OF COURSE !
there's always the class flirt !
In 6E ,
it was Joel Kam !
Hahahahahahahaa .

I miss all of them terribly okay D:

Sigh .
The bad memories :
Jackie was controlled by Wong Xin Yi .

Awww D:

@ least now Jackie is freaking happy at DHS ! :D
whr wxy is , i forgot ._.

SIGH .

I MISS 5E D;
th best part abt my class ?
no cheenas (: like wenwen (:

okay . thats being . evil .
but yeah :DDDD
I STILL MISS 5E/6E D:

wanna organize an outing ...
but im afraid of the stress ._.

&everytime I think of you, my heart beats a 1000x faster♥.

2008-11-03T09:52:00.003+08:00

Watching the History Channel is damn zai .

Woke up at 7am today, then had breakfast. Due to a lack of activities in the day, I switched on the television and turned to the history channel. And as you know know, I HATE HISTORY. Thus, it is considered very miraculous that I turned to that channel.

Disclaimer:
Continue reading only if you believe in God :D

The show "The Countdown To The Apocalypse" caught my attention. And I have no regrets watching the show! Most of it came from the book of Revelations, which was written by apostle John during his exile on the island of Patmos, which Christians use to so called "predict" the end of days.

And Christians actually blame the four seals for the coming of the apocalypse.

- A white horse who's rider was given a bow & crown who was bent on conquest. (Rev 6:2)
- A red horse who's rider was given a sword & power to take away peace. (Rev 6:4)
- A black horse who's rider was given scales and said "a quart of wheat for a day's wage". (Rev 6:6)
- A pale horse which it's rider's name is death, and had Hades following closely. (Rev 6:8)

Thus , each horse symbolises smth different .

White horse = Deception.
Red horse = War.
Black horse = Famine & Poverty.
Pale horse = Disease.

Thus , concludes why they say the earth will come to an end in 2012 .

& whyyyyyyy do the americans bother to count for when the earth comes to an end? Only for ONEREASON. & ONEREASONALONE.

GOD IS COMING . :DDD

NOW WASNT THAT AWESOME .
to know that Our God ,
Our ALPHA OMEGA ,
The first & the last ,
the beginning & the end ,
IS COMING ? :D (rev 22:13)

Blessed are those who wash their robes, that they may have the right to the tree of life and may go through the gates into the city! (Rev 22:14)

:D

NOWNOW . NO FLAMING IF YOU DISAGREEEE .
this is in the bible and i told you to read only if you believe in God :D

Though I dont like the idea of the fact that the first four seals came out,
but if that's what God wanted...
what are we to diagree ?

&The smart people can sense that smth's wrong♥.

2008-11-01T21:57:00.003+08:00

" love is brightest in the dark "
- what a load of bullshit and nonsense .

im like super vulnerable at this point of time.
i feel like locking myself up and dying.
Just jump down a building, stab myself.

No one would miss me anyway.
No one would know I moved my blog .
No one even cares in th first place .

I tried so hard to be a better person.
Stupid setbacks.
They suck so much.

Sigh.

& i dont have a remedy for your poison♥.

2008-10-31T15:36:00.002+08:00

QUIZ !
i forgot where i ripped it from .
cus this was like . in my posts since sept 20smth,
uncompleted, untouched.

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS
[☠]Talked back to a teacher
[☠] Been kicked out of class
[ ] Worn pyjamas to school
[☠] Had your tooth fall out at school
[☠] Gotten lost in your school
[☠] Broken the dress code in school
[☠] Completely failed a test
[☠] Left class without asking
[ ] Missed a whole week of school
[☠] Thrown up in school
[☠] Been beat up at school

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[♀] Argue with your parents a lot
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) (i want to argue with a brother ...)
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) [none!]
[ ] Have your own room
[♀] Do your own laundry(bt of cos use th washing machine la xD)
[♀] Cook dinner once in a while
[♀] Are loud and obnoxious at home
[♀]Wears pyjamas when at home (not happy arh .)
[ ] You sleep in very long (apparently i dont sleep for veh . long)
[ ] All you do is watch television
[ ] Your parents are divorced
[ ] Your family makes you cry alot
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you (they're dead -.-)
[♀] You cant stand being with your parents (sometimes la)

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[❥]You currently dislike one or more of your friends (displeased wif her attitude.)
[❥] You are jealous of one or more of your friends (hehheh. abit.)
[❥] You have known a friend your whole life ( th lord :D )
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you (juniors taller than me. seniors shorter. o_O)
[❥] You have been ditched by a " friend "
[❥] You have memorized a friend's phone number
[❥] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses
[ ] You love most all of your friends (like most. love some.)

HABIT CONFESSIONS
[ ] You bite your nails
[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed
[ﺕ] You cannot sleep with the door open ( my aircon ... )
[ﺕ] There is at least one sound you cannot stand ( lion dance & dog barking D: )
[ﺕ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers (if im bored .)
[ﺕ] You are good at telling lies ( blame th long tongue xD)

LOVE CONFESSIONS
[♥] You currently like someone. (heee)
[♥] You want to kill one of your exes (Joey got qianda face what.)
[♥] You can stay committed for an unusually long time (depends wht the guy does :P)
[♥] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily (what. he dont spend time wif me mah)
[♥] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before (JUSTIN LA . hmpfz. but now he my jie)
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self centered before (wah. this one nv. hehehe.)

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[♠] You hate George Bush
[♠]Abortion is horrible and should be illegal
[♠] Gay marriage is fine to you
[♠] Boys make better friends than girls do ( no argument here ! )
[♠] The beach is an excellent place for a date ( in love wif th sunset (:)
[ ] Pink is an ugly color ( pink is nice ! :@)
[ ] Needles aren’t so horrible ( they made sleeping beauty sleep for a 100 years ! )
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal (never tried...)
[♠] You have plenty of secrets ( you dont know alot abt me ...

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
[♡] Fallen down the stairs
[ ] Someone has tied your shoelaces together
[ ] Had a nail fall off
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[ ] Had surgery
[♡] Slapped someone across the face
[ ] Killed someone
[ ] Someone has called you a tease
[ ] You have been to Europe
[ ] You have worn something inside out for a whole day

THE SELF
[01] Name: Gladys.
[02] Nickname: aiya,ask all th bullsh*ters who called me thm last year. :D
[03] Married: in her next lifetime.
[04] Zodiac Sign: Pig.
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: thirteen.
[07] High School: unluckily, KCPSS.
[08] Senior high school: seniorhighschool = JC/poly and im not that old.
[09] Height: 157. damn , im short.
[10] Weight: im not telling. Just know that i'm heavier than you (:
[11] Do you like yourself: Not at all.
[12] Piercings: Ears
[13] Right or left: Both sides.
[14] Are you a freak: maybe :O
[15] Hair: Pink you think lah.
[16] Skin: normal.
[17] Allergic: Mint. eeyuck.
[18] What are you doing now: stupid quiz . (:
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Random.
[20] What will you do 10 years later: How would I know.

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings (included you): 1 . me only ):

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: I'm against BGR alr.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: idk.
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: I'm against BGR. :D
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 3 . LOL.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): i dont rly know whthr its considered wooing ...
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): how would i know? they dont tell me anything.
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: no idea. His point of view marh.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: How would i know -.-"
[34] Ever argue with your other half: obviously all got , if not why will break up . zzz .
[35] You with your other half since: dun understand.
[36] Are you straight/hom: im bisexual -.-"
[37] Reasons you love your other half: AGAINST . B. G . R . -.-"
[38] You and your other half in which stage: read above .
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo: i feel like smacking your face.
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1only): the one who hate me th most lor.
[45] Your most beautiful gal friend: Lol. idk lei! all my friends all chiobu one. heehee.
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: not saying! haha. but nicole & james know ba...
[47] The kind of girl you dislike the most: those who go seduce guys.
[48] The kind of boy you dislike the most: proudproud people.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: ... ignts.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: all 3 were :X
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: stab him/her back lor.
[52] If your friend betray you: get angry, then cool down (:
[53] If your friend woo your lover: haha. who are they first ?
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: boy will kena reject. girl will kena slap.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: then we see what happen la. haha.

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: if im good, theres no such thing as bad.
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: sure. with help frm 1joy/fiona la. xD
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Eh, i not biased towards teachers. (:
[59] Always late to school/college: only late to shooting training !
[61] You love your seniors: All my shooting seniors rock. Vball one like bullshit liddat.
[62] Senior who you love the most: From shooting = ♥ alr . (unless you're Koh Jun Hui)
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Okay la. Just a few bitches here & thr.
[64] Excellent result classmate: Adeline Quek Cun Ming. 1st in class . ;P
[65] Laziest classmate: Jay Lin Zheng Chun la . dno what he doing everyday -.-"

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: are smart lor!
[67] Stupid people: those idiots who dont like me ! LOL . (egoness)
[68] Good looking people: All my friends are chiobus & shuaiges ;D
[69] Ugly people: who are pretty in th inside are still loved (:
[70] Funny people: are everywhere (:
[71] Cute people: are like Nicole Low. hahahahaha .
[72] Bad people: are not bad in my eyes. Unless you like seducing / looking down @ ppl .
[73] Honest people:are hard to find.
[74] Acting people: just want attention (:
[75] What kind of person are you?: the kind that i am.

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: your eyes tell all. (:
[77] Hugs or kisses: Definitely hugs .
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller.
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: what you mean?
[81] Listener or talker: both (:
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic xD
[83] Good husband or good father: Preferably both. :D

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: when i meet the right guy.
[85] Numbers of kid(s): idk.
[86] Career: Psychiatrist / School Counsellor. :D
[87] Salary: Depends on th stupid economy. (:
[88] Retirement age: When i have enough $ .
[89] Properties value: Ideal enough for me to mantain !
[90] Wishes: be . a . better . person . :D

& life is a big rollercoaster which ends with you puking blood♥

2008-10-29T19:18:00.006+08:00

Stole th quiz frm Jay's blog :D
START GUESSING PEOPLE . NO CHEATING !!! :D
[ lets see how many brains we need . ] xD

Step 1: Put your iPod on random.
Step 2: Post a line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song is.
Step 3: Let everyone guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Bold the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

LEADERBOARD;

5 songs - Jay Ong
4 songs - Kenneth Leong
2 songs - Khwa ZhongXuan
1 song - Lim Hui Wen
. Avril Ho

:D

1 - ?
These ideas are nightmares to white parents
Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings

2 - Umbrella ; Rihanna (Jay Ong)
You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart

3 - Blessed ; Hillsong (Kenneth Leong)
Blessed are those who dwell in Your house
They are ever praising You

4 - ?
i never felt anything in the world like this before
now i'm missing you and i'm wishing

5 - ?
I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything

6 - Take My Hand ; Simple Plan (Zxkhwa)
Hey Hey
Hey Hey

7 - ?
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know

8 - ?
Take a breath
I pull myself together

9 - ?
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world

10 - One ; Parachute Band ( Kenneth Leong )
There's only one way to say it
You're my refuge in a complicated world.

11 - Would You Be There ; Redwan Ali (Zxkhwa)
If I were blue, would you be there for me
And whisper in my ear that's okay?

12 - Teardrops on my guitar ; Taylor Swift (Avril Ho)
Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see.

13 - Jesus You're My Lord ; New Creation Church (Jay Ong)
Jesus,
You're my Lord.

14 - One Day ; Parachute Band (Kenneth Leong)
Holy,
Heaven's only son.

15 - ?
Searching the world
The lost will be found

16 - ?
Dance!
It's so hot, I can't stop.

17 - Jenny ; The Click Five (Hui Wen)
She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.

18 - ?
I want to let you know
That you don't have to go

19 - ?
Are you for real, like how i feel
can we share a love, to last forever

20 - Healer ; PLANETSHAKERS !! (Kenneth & Jay are only PARTIALLY right)
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
artiste wasn't correct . everyone go " awwwwwww " .

21 - You Deserve ; Hillsong Live (Jay Ong)
What is this love
given to us ?

22 - ?
Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night

23 - ?
Honey, why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now

24 - ?
Nobody believes me when i tell them that you're outta your mind
Nobody believes me when i tell them that there's so much to hide

25 - The Great Escape ; Boys Like girls . (Jay Ong)
Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts

The world is a big disaster all by itself ♥.

2008-10-26T20:47:00.003+08:00

at times, when you think that everyone is against you, and that you have nobody to turn to, just write it on msn. People who care will ask you what happened, and people who don't, will run away and avoid you like the plague.

Apparently to Nicholas, i AM the plague, SARS and Bird Flu all summed up into one person.

Thanks alot Nick. I knew I could count on you!

Guess what? Desperate times call for desperate measures. I turn to the person who tons of people dislike. Guess who. My twin lor. Lee Kun Siang. Haha. And you know what? He gives much much much better advice than what Nicholas can dream to give. Right now, I really don't know what people dislike about my twin. He's actually really really nice. Haha. To me anyway!

Yay big brother ! :D

ily TRUCKLOADS! ♥
wheees.

Yeah Nick, go suck eggs :X

Thought Of The Day:

The truth.
"People want to know the truth, but the thing is, can they handle it?"

2008-10-24T09:10:00.004+08:00

ITS THE END OF MY SEC ONE YEAR .
yayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

must strive to do better in academics.
very sad when i compared results with joey & kenneth. D;

anyway . wanted to thank some people who have helped me alot this year;

1love.

NGTINKEONG; for trying to cheer me up whenever im down!
SALLYLIM; for always helping me, though your pervertic comments can piss me off. xD

1joy.

FIONACHU; being thr for me alot . to comfort me, and even to 7-11 xD
AVRILHO; for being such a great friend, counselling me and cheering me up.
CHENZHIJIANG; chinese tuitions, and rushing to lend me cash when i lost my wallet.
KENNETHLEONG; for the nonsense sarcastic updates .
KOHYONGWEN; for th memorable times frm july 25-august 30

1peace.

FIONANG; for never failing to rate my bfs and dao me in one way or another ;P
ADELINEQUEK; for always giving me a hug ! ;D
VANESSAHO; you arh. for everything you've ever done for me.
CHEONGFOOKMING; making me laugh time&time again ;D

1praise.

DELONTAN; sending me back sometimes and tahan-ing all my craps ;D
JUSTINTAN; damn funny memories frm sept15.07 - jan30.08
ELMERFOO; for being the 1st person i knew in kcpss.

2faith.

LOHSUANZEE; for guiding me in shooting :D
ONGXINGTANG; for all the nonsense i hear in shooting !

2truth.

DORINNG; for talking to me on my boring bus rides.
KOHJUNHUI; for your sickening but effective lectures. ;P

2praise.

LEOZUYAO; alamak. i dislike you la. always bully me. but you're a damn fun senior. haha.

3love.

ONGWEIYING; for being the 2nd senior i know, and telling me alot abt shooting.
LAMAITING; for telling me all i needed to know about shooting and studies ! ;D

3joy.

SHARINEFANG; heee. for being such a nice senior. :D

3truth;

SHERMAINESOH; aww. she's just uberuber nice to me :D
GERAINTLIU; for comforting me when i was down, and making me laugh/smile. ;D

hwachong;

JAYONG; haha. when in doubt, consult the pro. you rock okayyyy ;DD
LUTHERMOK; thx 4 th chinese&math help ! bt nw you're so bz. damn hard 2 chat D;
NICKLAU; you're nt a good counsellor, and you're effing ego. bt you're still damn nice to me (:
JOHNTAN; YOU AGAIN! xD
FENGJIUN; for being such an awesome friend to me (:

nanyang;

RACHELTAN; you . are . the . most . naggy . person . in . th . world . but ily 4 evrything ;D

yeah people .
i love all of them ! :D

thought of the day:

pleasing people is hard.
"people are fickle and one's ability to please everyone is a myth that leads to anxious trying and no peace of the mind or soul . "

2008-10-18T13:32:00.003+08:00

aww, im touched my the tags i received.
esp. the LONGLONG tag given by rachelllllllllllllllllll ;P

Nobody is perfect, and neither is this world. There are people who are plain mean because they have nothing better to do. But listen, Gladys, there are people who CARE. There really are. There are people who love you for who you are and there are true friends who are right there in front of you. And I don't think anyone would be happy if you're dead. It's true. Though people do say that, the truth is that the reason they even bother to say that is because you create an impact on them. Whether negatively or positively, it shows that people care ya. And there is no shame in crying. I cry all the time and oh it hurts. Just get it all out. No, I can't promise you that you'll feel better, but crying does help in certain ways. As to why you're here in this world, it's because God is wonderful and he brings you to life in his own image. God is fair. He gives you things you need, he takes away things he thinks there is no need for you to have. You're his child as well we all are. It hurts him as much as it hurts us. But my guess is that he wants us to learn something from all this. It's not easy, but we have to learn. That's what life is about. It's EVERYTHING that happens that makes you stronger and makes you have the courage to face the future(I can tell you that it won't be any better). I'm not perfect. My MSG is 3, which is suck, and some people don't give a damn about my feelings. Those who I thought were my true friends can backstab me, and people judge me all the time. But we all play a part in this world. We make the world turn. xD in anycase, just look at the bright side. No matter how small that hope is, just hold on to it. And don't be sad if that hope disappears. Why? Because Daddy Lord has something better in store for you. We're young and growing ya! I'm learning, you're learning, everyone is! :D So there is seriously nothing to be ashamed of, nothing to hate, nothing to like really. Just take life as it comes. Do your best in everything, leave no regrets. Live your life to the fullest. Live and let live. God Bless. :)

yups. the bold portions are the ones that opened up my eyes ! :D
so, after all my actions, there's really not a need to reply this, i'll just reply with this.

THANKS FOR BELIEVING IN ME & COMFORTING ME ! :D

and, the replies to the rest of the other tags ! :D

huiwen:
gladys! well, dun be sad anymore okay. dun be so emo. no one is perfect in this world. we all make mistakes. maxine once told me 'love the sinners but hate the sins'. can it be used in this scenerio? anyway, just cheer up alright. dun care how others think of you. just be yourself. be happy. (:

heeehee. ;D i'm not emo anymoreee! And I'll try never to be again. :D hehehe. Actually right, if you were fiona right, you would have seen like, a billion people staring at me. Which is very uncomfortable la. Maybe you won't be able to tahan also. Haha.

zx:
Some points in life, fate decides to screw us up ;X. Dun worry, you will always have friends there for you ;D. Life might seem bad now, but it will get better ;D.

hehehe. i know i do. & MY LIFE DID GET BETTER. IT SO TOTALLY DID. :D

Joey:
times WILL change. life will get better/

LIFE IS BETTER!!! :D

Nicholas:
TAG;... glad to see u have changed... hahaz... we at the crew will support u always... or at least me! theres light at the end of the tunnel ... always. the storm before the calm. love u( like in the family kind of way.. lest anyone should get any ideas)

since I'm happier, you're gonna get it. mwhahahaz. xD hmmz, most of th crew la! xD hahaz. Remember arh! In the crew, thrs you, covie, jay, zx, luther, john & kendrick.
Kendrick doesnt know me well. :D
Luther's too busy to care.
John's too in love with Lisa to notice. (im so dead when he reads this).
Hahahaha. :D Bleh. I don't love you. even in the family way. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm so evil. Just Kidding. Miss all of you all lo. Hehehe. esp John . Damn long nv desiao him. WAHAHAHAHAHA.

2008-10-16T16:20:00.002+08:00

Eileen, me , fiona & vanessa ;D

fiona , me , eileen , vanessa, akmal & jay.

vanessa , eileen, fiona, me.

one peace !!! ;D aww , i look unglam D;

2008-10-16T16:15:00.002+08:00

oh yeah .

a billion thanks to a ton of people.
and when i look back at all my past posts and my diary entries at home,
I realise who are the people who truly matter.

And I vow that I will change.
I will change for everyone who cares about me. Everyone who's stood by me. The people I didn't appreciate.

I will change.
Just you wait and see ;D

2008-10-16T15:28:00.002+08:00

(steps onto a platform)
monitor: the game is about to start. players, please stand on the platform
me, akmal & eileen: ...
eileen: we're alr on it.
monitor: the game is about to start. players, please stand on the platform.
me: aiya, the thing so slow, quick! take picture!! :D
(after 10 mins)
monitor: the game is about to start. players, please stand on the platform.

Gladys has decided to put her badbad past behind her and move forward. And to start everything off, Gladys will start by changing her thinking. Wish her luck! :D

Anyway, today was very enjoyable. The school organized a trip to the science centre. And boy was it fun! We assembled in the school hall and were dismissed shortly afterwards. My class had to attend a briefing first, then we had our break. After our break, we gathered outside the General Office and waited for our bus to come.

In the bus, I just stared blankly outside while Fiona was screaming her guts out. Listening to her mumble can be pretty tiring as well. Then, we reached the science centre! I looked at the waterworks, and memories of me, shaun, cristabel & joel kam came rushing back. We got so wet! More importantly, we had so much fun (:

However, this time, I went with Fiona, Eileen and Vanessa . And we still had billions of fun, without getting wet. We were running around like fools, at the eco garden, I kept complaining that my legs were itchy. And, an ant was stuck onto Nicole's shirt. Apparently the abdomen of the ant was stuck into the hole used for the number1 tee. And as much as we tried to take it out, it just sticked there. In the end, Jay acted like a man, a PULLED out the ant! Farah, Nicole and I shrieked and backed away. Then copied answers and ran back to the airconditioned science centre.

After all that, we went to explore the world of F1 racing, followed by the world of NANOTECHNOLOGY. it was super awesome. We took tons of pictures, and after a long time, we ended our exploration and proceeded to the gathering point at 11.15. However, we were too early, thus we wanted to go to the dinosaur exhibit, but it wasn't set up yet. So we just had to settle for the energy exhibit, which was pretty boring. Akmal and I wrote crap on the letter thing.

He wrote:
"time is not a virtue, it is a waste of time."
and I felt like being horny, thus writing:
"Virginity is like a bubble, one prick and it's gone."

We were like, crapping on it, but laughing like crazy. It was very very fun. After everything, we had to leave due to time and went back to school. Pictures will be shown later! :D

thought of the day:

Attitude.
"Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference."

2008-10-15T19:46:00.002+08:00

i'm lost .
i'm confused .

i'm experiencing mood swings .
and i cant blame pms for this .
wtf .

idk whats up with me .
im just so effing confused ...

Assho just had to bring up th subj that i misuse th internet .
and everybody just had to start saying my name .
and people just had to stare .
why .
why must you stare .
do you find it fun to see me suffer .

don't think i don't know you stared at me .
you kept turning back .
bitch , you should know who you are .
what the fuck do you want from me .

i dislike my school .
why the fuck did i come here in the first place .
school of choice , my ass .
i hate being judged .
if he fucking read the paper right ,
i actually stood up for people .
ass , but what did he read ?
he only read the more interesting points .
which are the bad points of people .

like , what the fuck does he know .
some bitch hell dm indeed .

who are my friends in this world ?
who the hell can i trust ?

i'm in hell .
i want to take my life .
i don't want to be here .
everyone would be happier if i'm dead .
so why am i still here ?

why must i go thru all this bullshit ?
what the hell do people know about me ?
heck , i barely even know who i am .
so if i can barely look at myself , and tell myself who i am ,
who the shit are you to come look at me and start judging .

I can't treasure things .
I have anger management problems .
I can't be the best that I can be .
My results suck .
I can't trust anyone .
I cry easily .

So what ?
I'm not perfect .
And I have flaws .
But you people aren't any better .

Who are my true friends.
Why am I in this world .
Who am I .
WHAT AM I .

GOD , ANSWER ME .
I'M SUFFERING .
I HATE THIS .
I HATE EVERYTHING .
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT ANYMORE .
NOTHING CAN POSSIBLY CHEER ME UP .
I CAN LOOK HAPPY , I CAN ACT LIKE I AM .
I CAN SMILE , LAUGH , JUMP ,
BUT I CANT BE HAPPY .

WHY .
AM I INHUMAN ?
WHY MUST I BE BORN LIKE THIS .
WHY AM I SUCH A LOSER .

WHY CANT I BE HAPPY .
GOD .
WHY CANT I BE HAPPY ?!

I WANT TO BE HAPPY .
I WANT TO KNOW SOMEONE I CAN TRUST AND DEPEND ON .
WHY THE FUCK CANT I FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN DO THAT .
WHY MUST EVERY SINGLE THING I DO ,
BE SUCH A THREAT TO ME .
EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG .
WHY CANT I JUST DO SMTH RIGHT ?!
WHY AM I SO INPERFECT ?!

why ...
please god ...
tell me ...

2008-10-14T16:16:00.002+08:00

10 Firsts.
First best friend: Ow Enqi.
First pet: Fishy.
First piercing: ears.
First crush: hmms, dowan tell you.
First CD: I can't remember D;
First car: Too young D;
First stuffed animals: DUCKY! :D
First love: eh, my mama XD
First place called home: my house?

9 Lasts.
Last beverage: Soya Bean
Car ride: Bus ride -.-"
Last movie: hmm, meet the robinsons. XD . it was shown on disney channel :D
Last phone call: Talking to nick ._.
Last song: word play - jason mraz
Last bubble bath: don't own a bathtub.
Time you cried: Today over my results D;
Thing you ate: Sotong :D
Bad thing i did: I caused zx's phonebill to go wayyyy up. :D

8 have you evers.
Dated one of your best friends: ...
Arrested: Kinda.
Skinny dipped: what's that ?
Been on a limo: Yup.
Cheated: Yup.
Been in love: Yup.
Car accident: Nope.
Broken a bone: Yup.

7 things im wearing
#u___________. :D
#dress ._.
#contacts.
#nail polish. (fingernails.)
#hairband.
#rubberband.
#BLACK nail polish. (toenails.)

6 things ive done today.
#wake up
#open my eyes
#blink my eyes
#breathe
#walk
#fall
#sleep._.

5 Favourite things.
#<3!
# $$ .
# handphone.
# computer.
# ipod.

Apparently, im very materialistic.

2008-10-13T10:37:00.002+08:00

(showing my mom who's my boyfriend using the clip , stops at th frame with jay & th hat)
my mom: JAY'S YOUR BOYFRIEND?!
me: NOOOOO . THE THING ON HIS HEAD!!!!
my mom: oh . my son-in-law's a HAT . great ~
me: it's not just a hat , it's a cowboy hat.
my mom: jay's a cowboy?
me: nvm . get lost.

Found this quiz on Andreea's blog .
( i really dislike andy , she always has cool quizzes to do xD )

Avril Ho Kah Yee.
Have you’ve been to this person’s house?
yup! ;D
Does this person have any pets?
i dont think so. does she? maybe i didnt see it when i went to her house...
Have you ever laughed hysterically with this person?
yup . we were laughing our heads off because we saw a himbo xD

Benedict Wee Jun Xing.
Have you ever traveled with this person?
nope.
What’s their favorite color?
idk! D:
Ever sing together?
still no . :X

Cristabel Lau Yuit Theng
Like the same kind of food?
she likes coffee...
How well do you know this person?
Somewhat well.
How old is he/she?
thirTEEN in 5 days! ;D

David Wee Chor Kian
How long have you known him/her?
Since I was idk, 1years old?
Biggest regret between you two?
he being my daddy.
Do they have have anything of yours?
he has my soon-to-be-mine-money :D

Esther Heng
Do they have any siblings?
no idea.
Do you know their favorite song?
apparently, i have no idea.
Do you have any confessions?
about?

Fiona Ng Lip Yi
Any inside jokes?
eh fiona, shen me shi pad?
When was the last time you saw them?
thursday?
Do you go to school with them?
yeah. SO SAD LA!

Goh Jia Wen
Are they a good listener?
Yup. But his advice is another story. :D
Would you ever date this person?
uhm, I don't want to steal from people. Yeah, let's just leave it like that.
Is this person nice?
He's damn nice, And damn emo!

Han Ying lee . ( no one to put le :P )
What how old is he/she?
13.
Last thought of this person?
why him? Why can't anyone else's name start with a H?
Ever done something illegal with this person?
who even wants to do ANYTHING with him?!

Ing Yee yeow. ( still no one to put la ... )
They were born in?
this planet.
How did you meet this person?
Aitong School.
Do you trust them?
I'm not close to her laaaa .

Jay Ong Ming Teck
Have you met their parents?
Yup. And his mom asks ALOT about dg. heehee.
Ever drink with this person?
pepsi, coke, sprite on friday , peach soda & ice lemon tea & i stole his bubble tea on thurs xD
Best things about this person?
trustworthy, funny and he makes a great friend :D

Kenneth Leong Jia Sheng
Do you have the same group of friends?
he has more friends, i have more enemies. haha!
How did you meet?
he added me on msn somewhere in feb/march/april.
Do you like their kind of music?
yup. It's unique okay. people, learn how to appreciate it.

Lee Kun Siang
Had any classes together in High School?
not in th same sch as him.
How old were you when you first met?
Twelve! ;D
Would you go to Disney World with this person?
I don't mind :D

Mok JiaJi Luther
Have you had any adventures with this person?
going into novena & trying to figure out what to have for lunch.
How would you be different if you never met this person?
I would be dead by now ba...
Have you talked to them lately?
Nope. He's too busy to talk to anyone but his darling mei.

Nicholas Lau Wai Hong
Is this person in your school?
nope!
Is this person your friend?
he's not my friend la. he's my good friend. haha.
Do you know this person’s middle name?
define "middle name"

Ow EnQi
Ever train with this person?
T&F trainings last year.
Could you live with this person?
why not?
What school do they go to?
AMKSS.

Peggy Neo Beng Choo.
Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
yups.
How about a sleepover with them?
Duh, I sleep in the same room as her every night. Like, she's my MOTHER -.-"
Favorite Moment?
Shoe shopping!

Quincy Lee .
okay nvm . andreea didnt leave the question there.

Rachel Wee.
Have you heard this person sing?
Nope.
Do you think this person will repost this?
Still nope.
Do you love this person?
YESYESYESYES. :D

Shaun Tan.
Grow up with this person?
nope. unless you consider P5&P6 growing up with him. LOL .
Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?
Yeahh. But we're NEVER going bowling again.

Tan Poh Boon John.
Would you do anything for him/her?
Define anything. But if it's within my means, sure.
Have you been to his/her house?
Nope!
Committed to?
Lisa Koh Shu Hui. :D

U... ? U! ;D
Is this person in a relationship?
hmm wait , and YOU are ?
When is the last time you saw him/her?
who are YOU .
What color hair does this person have?
what is YOUR hair colour ? :D

Vanessa Ho.
Do you have a nickname for this person?
dear x3 !
Have you ever proclaimed your love to them?
YES. like, every single day i see her. :P
Ever exercised with them?
PE: floorball. Same team okay!!

Winnie Lee
Is this person loud or quiet?
Loud.
Name a friend that both of you are close too?
Last time have alot, now dont have. besides, i'm also not close to her.
What color eyes does this person have?
Didn't really bother to check.

X - nobody + no questions :D

Yong Wen Koh
Does this person wear make-up?
Nope. But maybe he's wearing a huge mask, because he's not the guy i used to know.
Ever dance together?
Nope. Doubt either of us can dance anyway.
When will you see this person next?
Tomorrow morning.

Zhong Xuan Khwa
Does this person have MSN?
Yup.
Ever gone shopping with him/her?
Yup. Vivo, Sengkang, Yishun, Woodlands, alot of places. Check out June 2008 posts! :P
Will you see them later on this week?
Let's see:
Monday-Wednesday: he's a cameron highlands -.-
Thursday: Preparing for iSPARK night.
Friday-Sunday: haha. Let's see what he does la! haha.

Gladys . Misses . Geography . D;

thought of the day:
School .
"When there's something to do, we complain. When there's nothing to do, we also complain"

2008-10-12T14:40:00.002+08:00

[th one word quiz]

1. Where is your cell phone?
Repair.

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
jackass.

3. Your hair?
Different

4. Your mother?
Gone.

5. Your father?
Dead.

6. Your favorite thing?
Teddy.

7. Your dream last night?
Scary D;

8. Your favorite drink?
yummy :D

9. Your favourite colour?
Silver.

10. Say something about your life?
Bitch.

11. Your ex?
re-attached! [yes, this applies to both justin & joey]

12. Your fear?
dogs D:

13. Where do you wanna go later?
Heaven.

14. Who did you hang out with last night?
Computer.

15. What you're not good at?
Everything.

16. Muffins?
Cheese.

17. When you DIE, you'd rather be CREMATED or BURIED?
Cremated.

18. Where you grew up?
Hell.

19. Last place you've been to last night?
Floor.

20. What are you wearing?
Clothing.

21. Where are you?
Hell.

22. Your pet/s?
Died.

23. Your digital camera?
Blue-screens.

24. Your life?
bitch.

25. Your mood?
Pissed.

26. Missing?
As [on my report book].

27. What are you thinking about right now?
him D;

28. Your fav. place?
Heaven.

29. Your work?
-NA-

30. Your nick?
-NA-

31. Your relationship status?
Confusing.

32. Your favorite food?
JAPANESE :D

33. When was the last time you laughed?
idk. [yes, i stuffed them all tgt, now they're one word. deal with it]

34. Last time you cried?
Yesterday.

35. School/work?
NEITHER!

2008-10-11T16:19:00.004+08:00

This is just to show you how pro the guys are ( esp. Jay)
& the after picture i took of them .
well, this is 5/7 of the [1Nおどり Crew]
(consisting of JiaWen, Jay, Kendrick, Nicholas & ZhongXuan)

2008-10-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

(nick comes into th function rm with his pants dripping wet)
Nick: (points @ me) YOU LA!
Me: (whispers to zx) Hey, Nick pee-ed on his pants big time.
Nick: I'm all wet thanks to you la!
(nick takes out his shoes & turns it)(water comes out of the shoe)
Nick: SEEEEE.
Me: You're welcome.

Today was very enjoyable. In the morning I was busy randoming about, then I started rushing against time, then I rushed to Hwa Chong since I thought I'd be late. Who would have known? Jay went to do paper checking, thus making me walk around with a super heavy bible. Then, after rushing him, I saw him running down.

When we went into the classroom, Jay forced me to hide somewhere, but I still didn't hide. In the end, I exposed the fact that he was hiding underneath the table. I'm such a bad person. John's expression when he saw me, was very demoralising.

"You again?!" D;

That remark was very saddening. Especially since it was coming from one of the people I trust! However, I didn't let it show and I still went around trying to be hyper. Then started playing with Jay's Ifusion. ;D blasted mockingbird and cleanin' out my closet, both by Eminem. Now this shows that Dive people memorize eminem lyrics very well. Following up, went to the poolside cafe to have lunch. However, since I already had mine, I just bought a can of soya bean drink. Then, I started badmouthing Kendrick due to his slang. Hey, I just realised. If I meet a person on MSN first, I don't badmouth them! However, if I meet a person in real life first, I'll start judging them, then when I add them on MSN, I can't really be bothered with them. Heez. Well, that's me for you. :D

Took Nick's parents' car to Jay's house. The people in the 2nd row had to squeeze. Then, went up to Jay's house, left my stuff there. Which included my hand phone. Blehs. Then, I only brought down my iPod when we went down to the function room. The guys were doing warm-up, so we played this random game. I'll play a random track, and they have to dance. Hee. If I'm not wrong, Nick went first, and I was gave him all the songs that he couldn't do. Then it was Covie's turn. Jay, Zhongxuan, then Kendrick. And it made me laugh my ass off. :D Then, they practiced. and practiced. and practiced. And of course, I liked Jay's hat. Everyone who was there could notice actually. Then, after a while, they decided to take a break, and that's when Covie started to emo! aww, so I wanted to push him into the pool. However, whenever I got there, he'd already walk away. So since Nick was at the pool, I just pushed him in. He shouted and yelled and I ran back into the function room.

Then, Nick pushed covie, and Jay too. So, yeah, they all went up to change. However, Covie was being stubborn and didn't want to change. If he catches a cold, it's my fault. I don't care. Then, when they changed and everything, we started throwing the hat around to see whether it could land on any one's head. Jay got it on first, and seeing what kind of state Kendrick was in, I just placed it on his head to save him the misery. And the slang. Then, I don't know who, whether it was Jay or Nick, they threw the hat to me, and it landed near my neck. So i used my back to push the hat towards my head, Then I got it on! Plus, Covie did the same thing too! Then, in the end, Zhongxuan got it on his head and Nick owed me 60seconds of baby freeze. He did 52 before dropping. Awwz, wasted. So I let him to do accumulative. :D Following up, they did rehearsals, and I started filming! ;D And although it's already very obvious, but still...

Jay is the most awesome dancer I have ever seen.

Haha. He could dance every song I threw at him. Plus, he was very enthusiastic about everything. Yay Jay! Then, they had 2v2, Covie+Nick vs. Kendrick+Zx. Jay was supposed to judge, but he couldnt be bothered. Then Jay did major solos. I made him dance to the track Girlfriend. Thus it went like this:

HeyHey! You You! (points at me/zx)
I don't like your girlfriend (shakes his finger)
HeyHey! You You! (points at me/zx)
I could be your girlfriend (points at himself then retracts)

See, and Jay was still so outgoing about it. Isn't he nice. Haha. Then, i went to the toilet. When i came out, Nick poured water at the side of me. haha, not much damage. but still, NICK!!!! Then ate Tori-Q, rice+chicken sticks that Jay's mom packed for us, and Jay's grandma cooked Hokkien Mee for us to eat too. Then, went up, and Jay's parents sent us to Novena, where Jay and I went to Toa Payoh to meet up for Dare Group. After some time, when Nikolai and Kenneth went off, the whole dg became super quiet. and super boring. aww. Then, I shot my mouth. Oops. So, while she was nagging at me, I fell asleep :X Then, when I woke up, she was doing closing prayer, and Jonan was standing up stretching. Megan was bored out of her wits and looked up too. Leaving Abigail and Jay only. At the end, only Jay was left, but after awhile, he looked up and in the end, only Coach Val was left. Hees.

After the whole thing, we had coke, and Megan's mom and dad bought back supper for us. Guess what they bought? Chicken Satay & Hokkien Mee! Me and Jay burst out laughing. After that, Megan and I started bad mouthing Coach Val, and when we went down, I didn't want to walk with Coach Val so I insisted that I walk with Jay even though it was longer. Well, what was I supposed to do? Let her nag at me? NO WAY!

yeah, but on a whole, 10th October was a very enjoyable day ^_^

Thought Of The Day:

John & Luther are gonna screw up in the dance.
" They don't go for practice, Jay & Zhongxuan are leaving on monday, and if nick teaches them, they're doomed. "

2008-10-10T10:33:00.002+08:00

Im bored D:

Name 21 people that comes to your mind right now.
Do not look at the questions before you name the people tyvm [:

1. Fiona Ng [KCP]
2. Vanessa Ho [KCP]
3. Kenneth Leong [KCP]
4. Joey Koh [KCP]
5. Tan Shaun [ATS6E07]
6. Cristabel Lau [ATS6E07]
7. Joel kam [ATS6E07]
8. Yong Joey [ATS6E07]
9. Khwa ZhongXuan [HCI]
10. Jay Ong [HCI]
11. Luther Mok [HCI]
12. TAN PEE BOON [HCI]
13. Maureen Han [PCPS6G07]
14. Ling Yi Jun [PCPS6G07]
15. Chow Jin Jun [PCPS6G07]
16. Crystal Loh [PCPS6G07]
17. Charissa Beh [vb]
18. Benedict Wee [av]
19. Ernest Tan [track]
20. Fiona Chu [shooting]
21. Lim Huiwen [tabletennis]

3 good points about 12? [John]
Funny, Open-minded, and he's gd @ keeping secrets :D

What would you buy for 6 for his/her birthday? [Cris]
lets see if i can afford what she wants first!

Would 3 and 19 make a good couple? [Kenneth&Ernest]
uhmz, no?
I know Kenneth isn't gay... but Ernest ...
I don't know what Singapore Sports School has been doing to him...
but at least they dont know each other xD

In 3 words, describe 17 [Charissa]
god . damned . tall .

If you had a delicious banana cake to spare, who would you give it to and why?
cut it into 21 slices & give each a piece :D

Which movie would 9 star in? [ZX]
i dont know... :X

What colours would describe 15? [JinJun]
pink = love.
& when he sees a chio bu, yeah , he turns that colour.

Name how 1 and 20 is important in your essence of living. [Fiona&Fiona ;D]
nana ng ; nobody to run , jump , gossip & laugh with ;p
nana chu ; my god, this woman is like , the reason i'm not dead. hahaha. ;D

What job would 10 most likely to get? [Jay]
some pro shit dancer xD

What subject can you link 14 to and why. [Yijun]
chiobu :X [cmon, thats like, his fav topic]

Do you love 8? And explain in detail why. [Joey]
I don't ba. She's busy loving upper sec guys from AMKSS .
So why should I even bother :P

How are you related to 2? [Vanessa]
She's my dear. Yeah people, get JEALOUS.

Would you sit on an aeroplane with 11 alone? [Luther]
why not ?
hey, waitress, I want a kiddy meal for lunch :D make sure there's yakult in it.

Which movie would you watch with 21? [Huiwen]
Any one lo . [ bt lets see if she willing to go out with me first! ]

What do you immediately think of when you see or hear 18? [Bendict]
ooh ~ benedict ...

Suggest someone 7 should go out with. [Joel]
As long as th person's a girl , who cares ?
If he doesnt go out with girls soon, he's gonna turn gay!

What about 4? [Joey]
uhmz, he'd be better off with huiwen?
- heart ache - stupid questions .

Would 17 ever rob a bank? [Charissa]
nah , she's too rich to even bother to rob one .

Would you ever go on a date with 15? [JJ]
i dont mind .
eh jinjun , on the date arhs , we invite maureen , wisely, yikai , yijun , crystal , go invite ALOTALOT people , then go play basketball. ;D

Think of an alternative name for 20 and why. [FionaCHU]?
nana , banana . LOL . XD

What would the world be like without 3? [Kenneth]
My life in KCP would be boring D:

Name a random fact about 12. [John]
HE IS NOT ALLOWED TO BE EMO . :D

Have you ever seen 13 in a disorientated state? [Maureen]
wasnt she always like that ? o_O

And what about 18? [Benedict]
When he's nervous lo ;P

Will 5 and 21 make a good couple? [Shaun & Huiwen]
nonono . not good at all .
Shaun's attached. & Hui wen will be attached very very soon :D

What about 9 and 11? [zx & luther]
YES. THEY MAKE AN AWESOME GAY COUPLE ! :D

Name a place you would really want to go with 10. [Jay]
Anywhere also can lor .
Cos Jay's a really good person , and he can make the boring moments become enjoyable. haha.

What icecream flavour would describe 11? [Luther]
Ben & Jerry's - Rocky Road.
The name speaks for itself :D

Did you use to be in love with 16? [Crystal]
not used to be .
I still love her okay D;

And do you see a potential murderer in 19? [ernest]
no way manzxzx .

GLADYS` . xx .

2008-10-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

(got back science results)
Fiona: damn. 63.
me: (throws paper at the table). fuck. 55.
Vanessa: ROAR! 53. D:
Eileen: AAAAAAAAAAA! I GOT 73 ONLY !
Fiona, me & Vanessa: WHAT?!?!?!??!
Eileen: so little!!!
Fiona & me: (mummers) thick skinned...

okay, today was retarded. Reached school at around 6.45. And I already saw WeiJie and Joey there. I was like, stunned that they reached so early. Last time, to get joey to wake up, it'd take like a billion calls to him, and he'll still oversleep! Amazing ain't it? Maybe he dreamt of divya... I wouldn't know. Following up, Josiah, Kenneth, Javier, Marc, Vikkram, etc. all came. I was busy cursing maths when suddenly I heard Kenneth and Joey screaming at each other. And obviously, I really cannot take sides for this kind of argument. And the worst part, the insults that Kenneth flings at Joey, are VERY hard to re butt.

Example: "I know you're damn smart la, since all the girls teach you."

To say the truth, that IS the truth! However, I don't know what is what, but apparently, as hard as Joey studies, Kenneth always manages to outshine him with minimum effort. Amazing, yet believable. Anyways, had math paper 1, and I had a lot of time left, so i started drawing cats at the back of the booklet :X

Following that, had an hour break, which I didn't really bother to study, thus, when i went into the exam room for Paper 2, I freaked out at how fucking difficult the paper was. So, after 1 hour of racking my brains, I left out 5 questions, which in total consists of 28 marks, which i allegedly threw down the drain. In the last ten minutes, I felt no sense of satisfaction nor happiness as my head hurt badly. Therefore, I used one piece of foolscap paper, and once again, started drawing pirate & robotic cats. Yes, I was that bored.

Next up, went to the science lab. And when I wanted to sit down, miss tay told me to move to the boys row. Thus, making me and weijie scowl our heads off.

"JUNZHOU ONE PERSON CAN TAKE UP THE WHOLE TABLE!"
"WALAO. JEREMY'S STENCH WILL KILL US!"
"I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE SOME OF THEM AND I MAY STEP ON THEM!"

Once again, yes, Weijie and I were THAT insultive. When it was finally over, I rushed to hwa chong. And I had to wait till 2.15 because the two idiots I was supposed to have lunch with, had ICOUNCIL MEETINGS. so i just sat at the poolside cafe like some kind of retarded nut, looking blankly at my ipod. Yay. Then, when they were FINALLY done, John commented that I looked ugly... I'm insulted. Went to the bus-stop, and apparently, I didn't manage to get to see who Nick is. Awwz. Haha, This actually reminds me of peichun! Just that hwa chong is BIGGER than peichun, and I can get lost this time! Then, as we were walking to the bus-stop, I saw Max! He didn't recognize me. Evil person. Oh. I just remembered. I still owe YuZhong a pair of sports shoes. Oops. Hope he's forgotten.

Went to Novena, and when we were walking to Square 2 to eat Ajisen, and two people self-invited themselves: Covie & a stupid freak. I'm alright with Covie, but that whats his name guy, he's VERY sickening. 1N people, if you think KUNSIANG is bad, I swear to you, this asshole is MUCH worst. Yes, my twin may be a stinking cheapskate, but this guy is not only a cheapskate, he's money-faced AND food-face, to make things worst, whatever zhongxuan & jay didn't want, he happily ate it like some kind of beggar! If this doesn't spell BIG CHEAPSKATE all over it, I close my case. But being with him is a total embarrassment, so for this, I salute Covie for actually being able to be with him. I need to change my quiz answers due to this. After meeting this guy, I conclude that Leslie is a billion times better.

At the end of lunch, this guy called Alfred called Covie up. And Covie did not want to talk to him, so he passed the phone to Jay, who acted like Covie. Then, I acted like Jay. [ which is of course a failed attempt ], but still, it was hilarious. At first, I thought that person was a girl. So I was very very shocked. Then, John acted as that retarded asshole. Apparently Alfred could only remember Covie, so yeah. Too bad. However, the whole thing was a big joke. Which sent Covie, Jay, John, ZX, the retarded asshole & I laughing our heads off.

Yups. Then proceeded to this instant-print-tee-shop, where Jay wanted to get their dance group tees done. Kudos to Covie for the tee design! It looked really fantastic. Aww, if only our class tee could be made that nicely. Soon after, Covie left. Aww, but at least that retarded asshole went off too. Then, they wanted to buy jackets, but apparently, IP zone didn't really have nice ones, so didn't really do much. Then, Jay went home, leaving John, Zhongxuan and I being super bored. After a while, John allowed me to read his composition, so I sat on the floor and read it! The security guard came shortly after and told us to go to a bench to sit instead.

Then, went to the MRT, saw Mr Goh & Mr Lau w/ their other halves, so i quickly ran down. Haha. At the end, went with John all the way to somerset, then went to AMK hub to collect for my mom her shoes. Then when I wanted to go home, I saw... Vanessa, Naomi, Trina, and someone else. When i turned back, I heard someone call my name, so I turned back, and I saw Gu Ting! My wonderful juniors :D

Yups. Then I went home.
- yawns -
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER !
WOOTS ~ ! ;D

thought of the day:

Basketball is getting out of hand.
"If a few amateurs who can't shoot hoops start acting like pros, they look pathetic."

2008-10-08T18:55:00.002+08:00

(on bus 165 with cris & zx)
(lightning)
Cris: Did the bus just vibrate?
Zx: no, it's just the lightning.
Cris: Oh...
(looks infront)
(I kick her chair and she turns behind)
Me: The bus vibrated!
Cris: Oh...

Today, went to school, and for some reason what so ever, Kenneth made a bet with JFoo that I would sit opposite him. So okay then, I just sat opposite Jeremy Foo. Thank God I have a block nose. Then, Vikkram kicked a cockroach. And Joey was so evil as to tell Vikkram to BURN IT! That's so terrible! Evil person.

Then, walked to the parade square and sat down. My neck was aching like crazy, so Fiona offered to help me massage. Ain't she the greatest? Haha. Following up, went to Room thirteen for our english composition exam. I wrote Section Two first, followed by Section 1. And I was so free that I re-wrote it, and drew pictures at the back of the draft!

Then, sat near the lockers, but got shoo-ed off by assho after awhile. Damn. At the end, after walking to the canteen and back, Eileen, Fiona, Vanessa and I went back to Room 13. Then, me and Fiona were being totally horny and screaming that each other was a pervert. Yes, I know this is terrible for our reputation, but it was extremely hilarious.

Paper 2 came up next, and Miss Foo came only 5 minutes before the paper, so she rushed like a mad woman giving out the papers and nagging at us at the same time. Ain't she a doll? Well, at the end of everything, I rushed to hougang, but of course, I'd have to scream at Sally first, then rush there.

Went to hougang, at dhoby ghaut interchange, i met my ten-year-old cousin caleb with his 4 friends. My eyes opened widely, and his the same. Then we said hi and moved on. Then I went to Hougang, and guess who I met?

Cristabel Lau Yuit Theng.

Met up with zhongxuan, then saw cris walking off, and since she hated going off with her classmates to play badminton, she tagged along with us. Went to the library to study and ended up crapping and not learning anything. So at the end, we went home.

Thought Of The Day:

Algebra sucks.
"What has alphabets got to do with numbers?"

2008-10-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

i took it frm zx's blog cos i rather do this thn study for english :D

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. Put the last title of the song as the subject.
4. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY?
Generation - Simple Plan
uhm , it's up to my generation ? :D

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Long Way 2 Go - Cassie
uhm , there's a long way to go if you wanna know about me :D

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Pictures Of You - the last goodnight
I like a guy who looks good in pictures ! :D
au natural ~ xD

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Precious Jesus - The Parachute Band
I feel that Jesus is precious ! ♥

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Drip Drop - Vanessa Hudgens
uhms , my life purpose is to drip drop out of existance :D

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Stickwitu - PCD
nobody gonna love better, i must stickwityou forever, i must stickwitu .
-pukes-

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
We Rock - Cast Of Camp Rock
ahhhhh , WE ROCK ! xD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Just Lose It - Eminem
Yeahhhhh , they just lose their cool , like all the time . -.-"

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
High School Never Ends - Bowling For Soup
I think that high school never ends . XP

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
No Apologies - Eminem
They never apologize ! O_O

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sugar, We're going down - FOB
uhms , his studies are going down ba . XD
since he's basically NEVER studying :P

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Shout Your Praise - Unleashed
I WANNA SHOUT YOUR PRAISE JESUS ! ♥

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The man who can't be moved - The script
I can't be moved when i see him . he's like , so freaking perfect that you can't help but stare X:

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Surrender All - Parachute Band
hee . they want me to surrender all my freedom .

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Good Day - The Click Five
I'm gonna have good day XD ( like duh )

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Because Of Your Love - Unleashed
uhmmmm . it's either :
1) because of god's love that i'm dead
2) everyone was touched by the love i gave them . o.O

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Dont Stop The Music - Rihanna
heehee . I ♥ MUSIC ! :D

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Catch Your Wave - The Click Five
yeah man . i'm scared of water xD

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Elevator - Flo-rida feat . Timbaland
yeah man , im claustrophobic . so i vandalise the elevator xD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
I belong to you - parachute band
NONONONO . i dont belong to them . i belong to JESUS ! ♥

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?
Thine is the kingdom - Parachute Band
XD we will shine in the kingdom ! :D

I ♥ fridays .
I ♥ JESUS :D

2008-10-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

(in bus 410 with Jia Ning & Sally)
Me: Sally likes Kenneth.
Sally: (mummers some kind of foreign language)
Jia Ning: Silent means consent.
Sally: No!
Me: Sureeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (gives sally an evil grin)
Sally: Don't give me that stupid face. I don't like kenneth.
Me: Sure you don't.
Sally: Of course I don't.
Me: I know you don't.
Sally: I know I don't.
Jia Ning: I know you do.
Sally: Yes I know I do.

Today was screwed. Had Chinese compo, and by the end of 30 minutes, I had already completed the letter writing & 5/6 of the composition. I just needed to sign off. However, stupid Gladys, made a dumb mistake. Now, what did she do you may ask? Simple. She slept for 1hour, then drew on a spare paper, and at the last 2 minutes, she wrote the ending. And she almost did not make it.

During our break, I crammed on the last two chapters of chinese. During the exam, it did not come out. And instead, they came out some stupid words, which were from the earlier chapters, which I of course, did not bother to revise. So obviously i was stuck. Worst of all, I was daydreaming and then suddenly I thought about *ahem*. So I woke up and looked at the clock. And guess what? It was 12noon, and my paper was totally blank! I rushed through the paper and I managed to complete it with stupid zao ju's and a ton of guessing. But! I completed it! So congratulate me for that!

Anyway, credit to these people who have helped me in chinese;
- Fiona Ng
- Tan Eileen
- Luther Mok
- Chen Zhi Jiang

Thought Of The Day:

Luther is a jerk.
"He has time to watch Taiwan Dramas, but no time to go out for lunch."

2008-10-06T17:20:00.003+08:00

(calls zhongxuan who's at jay's house)
Me: hey, i need help with chinese. Uhmz, got any1 thr who's good @ chinese?
Zx: John
Me: pass the phone to john
(zx passes the phone to john)
John: hello
Me: hi
John: hello
Me: Is it zu zhi duo mo only can be used for a sentence abt war?
John: what?
Me: Is it zu zhi duo mo only can be used for a sentence abt war?
John: what?
Me: Is it zu zhi duo mo only can be used for a sentence abt war?
John: WHAT?!?
Me: forget it. i'll sms you.
John: what?
(hangs up)

hello people!

My life hasn't been much of a thrill lately:
I'm losing friendships, and i'm failing examinations. This is proof on how screwed my life is. Hopefully, my chinese and maths aren't that bad. And of course, i'm still upset. Over what, i have no idea. I just know, that right now, I cannot trust anyone at all. I do not know who my true friends are, and I'm still stuck on how to do chinese questions.

Credit to Luther for helping me on a question.

Anyway, Science was difficult. I hated the bunsen burner question and I totally blew it. I took a pen, and i scribbled "air hole" on all the blanks. Further more, i did not know how to turn on the bunsen burner, so once again, I started scribbling "turn on the gas slowly". Which apparently, is utter nonsense. As you can tell, I'm using this to "enhance" my composition writing skills as i know that Mrs Chan is biased, and she will not give me comprehension marks due to it. Therefore, i have to struggle and write a good composition. If lady luck is on my side, I hope I can pass my comprehension!

For Chinese, I am doomed. I do not know how to write sentences, and i do not know which chapters are tested. And that my friends, is the end product of not listening to your chinese teacher and placing the Ipod earpiece in your ear 24/7. Yes Kenneth, you proved your point. I'm addicted to it. For mathematics, I have absolutely no confidence in doing it, so I am not about to care about what my marks are.

Right now, school is nothing but on-going examinations, one after another. And to be frank, it sucks like crap. I am not saying bad things about the school assho, I am critisizing examinations. There is a difference you know. (I believe all of you can tell i dislike that guy.)

Well, that's it. I am exhausted and my neck is hurting. Like always, a strawberry ice-cream will do the trick!

Thought of the day:

People are difficult.
"When you please people, you're a bootlicker. When you show people attitude, you're an asshole."

2008-10-05T18:43:00.003+08:00

idk ... i like andy's quizzes ;D

Name someone...
1. Whose hair you like: Adeline Quek Cun Ming
2. Younger than you: Lim Si Hui Sally
3. In your class: Ho Pei Rui Vanessa
4. That is your best friend: Mok Jia Ji Luther
5. Someone that is older than you: Tan Poh Boon John
6. That lives close to you: Khwa Zhong Xuan
7. With curly hair: Lee Kun Siang !
8. That lives far away from you: Leong Jia Sheng Kenneth
9. You love: *ahem* th . th nerd one . *ahem* th one tht stole my glass heart tht one * ahem *
10. You Dislike: *ahem* th . th one tht betray me tht one *ah he hem *

How old is #3? [Vanessa]
twelve turning 13 ;D

Are #9 and #1 friends? [*ahem* & adeline ]
yup . they know each other ^^

Does #2 have any pets? [sally]
a cat ! [ kenneth la duh ]

Why do you love #4? [Luther]
eeeeeeee . who wan love him .
he my good buddy / good pal ;D

Does #5 hate #4? [John & Luther]
NO LOR . nobody hates luther :D
& beeeesidesssss . john only hates my twin . :P

What is #6s weakness? [ZX]
idk . idc .

Where does #10 go to school? [betrayer]
KCPSS . andreea, im more ashamed thn you'll ever be .

Who do you talk to more, #2 or #8? [sally & kenneth]
they talk to each other more . couple ma . kidding .
face to face & msn : kenneth .
on the phone : sally .

In how many years does #7 turn 21? [TWIN !]
21 - 13 = 8 . :D 8 years :D

Whats #5s favourite bandd? [John]
no . idea . :X

Would you ever have sex with #1? [Adeline]
wtshit . NO .
1) im not les .
2) im not as pervertic as th person who cr8ted ths question .

How far away does #3 live from you? [vanessa]
not very far . we're 1 bus away . uhm ,
she's in bishan & im in thomson ;D

Do you hang out with #8 a lot? [kenneth]
uhm , only in th mornings ba ;D

Who is crazier, #6 or #9? [zx & *ahem*]
none of them la .

How long have you known #4? [Luther]
haha . prepare to freak out : a week and 5 days :D

Does #2 like #10? [sally & betrayer]
nope . :D

How old is #1? [adeline]
thirteen.

What is your favourite thing about #8? [kenneth]
his sarcastic-ness ! ;D
it makes him special xD

Have #4 and #5 made out? [luther & john]
Luther ! have you & john made out ?

Is #9 related to you? [*ahem*]
ex D:

What would you change about #10? [betrayer]
change the fact that i trusted her so much @ first .

What colour of hair does #4 have? [luther]
black ?

Is #1 immature? [adeline]
nope . she's just perverted .

Whats your relationship with #6? [ZX]
EX LA . -.-" wl . make me so pekcek .

Is #8 still in school? [kenneth]
nope . he's probably at home looking at his baby :D

Where does #7 live? [ks]
i . have . no . idea .

Does #9 have any siblings? [*ahem*]
two elder sisters ;D

What sports does #5 play? [John]
he plays SPORTS ? woahhhhhhhhh .

Have you ever held hands with #1? [adeline]
yes . why not ? she's my honey lei ;D

What kind of eyes does #4 have? [luther]
i never really bothered to notice .

Have #6 and #8 ever dated? [ZX & Kenneth]
1 ) they're not gay .
2 ) kenneth's taken XD
3 ) Zx's interested in elaine :D
4 ) they dont know each other ;D

Have you ever seen #5 cry? [John]
nope .

Do you have any classes with #10? [betrayer]
nope .
and i hope i'll never have to !

Does #5 drink alcohol? [John]
why are you asking me so many questions abt him .
like hw wld i know ?! im not lisa !!!

When is #6 birthday? [ZX]
25th January 1995 . :D

gladys`. xx .

2008-10-04T16:33:00.003+08:00

hello ;

th stress builds up lurh D:

okay uhm .
today morning ,
i rly wanted to take my life .
like , just die la .

and ...
i rly ... rly ... dont think anyone is my friend anymore .
everyone seems so against me .
i thought he wont succumb to tht kind of nonsense rumours .
i was so effing wrong .

i know all of you hate me .
i know that most of you are hypocrites .
but , i dont know which is which .

D:

th hurt . th pain . th suffering ):

2008-10-03T16:03:00.003+08:00

Ironic - Alanis Morisette

An old man turned ninety-eight
he won the lottery & died the next day .
It's a black fly in your chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes late .
Isn't it ironic ... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would have thought ... it figures

Mr Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye
He wait his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
" Well isn't this nice ... "
And isn't it ironic ... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would have thought ... it figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
and life has a funny way of helping you when
You think everything's going wrong and everything blows up
In your face

It's a traffic jam when you're already late
It's a no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic ... don't you think
A little too ironic... and yeah i really do think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would have thought ... it figures

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out .
Helping you out .

yes , i know miss wong has shown 1joy&1pc th video ,
but it's nice , and i can relate to it right now .
bcos life is just so ironic .

i really don't know who my friends are anymore .
if you are , please do tell me .
because im really really really confused now .

& all i needed was a little love ...

2008-09-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

Luther Mok !!!!!

relax la .
im like ,
veryveryveryveryveryveryvery ,
alot of very , sorry . D:
didnt know th notes wld suck so bad D:

bt still , dont harp on th past subjects kay ?
just relax , cool down ,
and concentrate on th coming tests when you're rested & well .
if you're stressed or smth ,
talk to someone , or take a nap (:

jiayou yeah ? :D
TC !
no stress . no stress XD .

2008-09-29T20:41:00.003+08:00

hmms , these few weeks ,
i've met alot of people , & had tons of setbacks .
well , it finally opened my eyes to see who my true friends were :D

they were the people who stood by me all this while .
didnt mind on how emo/skeptical/annoying i could get .
& they just took it all in , telling me to cheer up .
& i am so happy to have such good friends like them ;D

there arent many of them ,
maybe bcos some didnt know abt my circumstance,
or some are angry with me ,
& th last few just cant be bothered with me .

SO ....
- drum roll -

i'd like to thank ;

Vanessa Ho PeiRui; :D
you still stuck by me no matter what , & always had my welfare @ heart .
You're really my best friend :D
ILY ! x3333 :D

Luther Mok JiaJi ;D
you were always thr when i needed someone to rant at , & still had time to help me with math !
you sure are one capable guy yeah ? ;D
Thank you so so so much for sacrificing time even though we just met nt long ago ! ;D

Jay Ong :D
MY ADVISOR . zomg zomg zomg ;D you rock like anything luh .
thanks for keeping my secrets , giving me advice & letting me rant out troubles !
you rock . rock . rock . rock . :D

John Tan PohBoon ;D
though you're th crazy person who tries t make retarded jokes , & i still try to hit you ,
you didnt rly mind ;D thank you for being such a great friend !
:D

Avril Ho KahYee ;D
you stood by me , gave me advice , & help me get on with life .
i really appreciate that :D you're one of th greatest ppl in kcp ! ;D
ILY :D

Fiona Ng LipYi :P
yes you've stood by me , yes you've been thr whn i needed you ,
& yes , you like drawing on my face .
thanks for everything you've done for me ;D ILY! :D

Chua FengJiun :D
i will push a piano , and it'd hit you ! ;D
yay . thx a billlllllllllllion . for being thr for me all th time to lend a listening ear :D
thank you so so so so much :D

yupz . i kinda dno jay's chinese name , so . SORRY !!!

well , thank you for your encouragement people ;D
you're th best . best . best . friends ANYONE could EVER wish for ;D
you people are th reason im still alive ;D
& , ILOVEYOUGUYSSSSSSSSS :D

2008-09-29T12:20:00.002+08:00

1.The person who tag/pass you is :
AVRILHOKAHYEE xD

2.Your relationship with him/her is :
schoolmate (: & my emo buddy xD

3.Your five impression of him/her:
damn strict, scary, fun, emo! & loyal t frens (:

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you :
emo with me when i was sad for 26 days . xD

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you :
idk ?

6.If he/she become your lover,you will :
hmm, i dont mind lei XD

7.If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be :
less strict o.O she suddenly get ppl do pumping one lei !!

8.If he/she become your enemy,you will :
awww . NO D: ILOVEAVRILOKAY D:

9.If he/she become your enemy,the reason will be :
i emo too much xD

10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is :
poke her XP

11.Your overall impression of him/her is :
four words : SHE.ROCKS.MY.WORLD. (:

2008-09-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

1.The person who tagged you is...
Luther ! ( hmpf )

2.Your relationship with him/her is...
haha . my friend :D ( bt right , i treat him more like a bestie ? idk XD )

3.Your five impressions of him/her...
uhm , caring , funny , handsome? , tries to play matchmaker XD & . PERVERT :D

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
make me get a blister on my little finger D:

5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you ...
hmm , " i drank two cans of coke " .
im very afraid of his burps right now thanks to tht statement XD

6.If he/she is your lover, you will..
uhm ... have to change my view on relationships ? XP

7.If he/she is your lover.The thing he/she has to improve on will be...
if i love him , he'd be perfect yeah ? haha .

8.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will...
gorge out his eyeballs :D

9.If he/she becomes your enemy,The reasons will be...
He offended me ?!

10.The most desired thing to do for him/her now is...
finish th stupid notebook . XD

11.Your overall impression of him/her...
BESTIE :D hee . XD

2008-09-28T20:29:00.002+08:00

1.The person who tagged you is...
ZhongXuan

2.Your relationship with him/her is...
uhm .. stead .

3.Your five impressions of him/her...
uhm . perfect ?

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
uhm . not giving me my bday present .

5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you ...
uhm ... idk o.O

6.If he/she is your lover, you will..
uhm . read question 2 .

7.If he/she is your lover.The thing he/she has to improve on will be...
uhm . read question 3 .

8.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will...
idk . uhm . die ? LOL .

9.If he/she becomes your enemy,The reasons will be...
uhm . i break up with him ? LOL .

10.The most desired thing to do for him/her now is...
idk o.O

11.Your overall impression of him/her...
uhm , nice ? lol .

12.How you think ppl around u will feel about you...
uhm , " gladys is bitchy " . " she sucks " .

13.The characters you love about yourself...
what character o.O

14.On the contrary,The char you hate yourself are...
every single . little characteristic of me sucks .

15.The most ideal person u wanna be is..
uhm . idk . ._. i rather not live .

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
who are you ?

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.It's typed randomly, no preference whatsoever...[u dun haf to do if u dun wanna]

1. ZXKHWA . ( HA . YOU GIMME , I GIVE YOU BACK ! )
2. JAY ONG ! XD
3. LUTHER MOK ! XD
4. TAN PEE BOON :D
5. LISA XD heeheehee .
6. AVRIL !
7. LUOCHENG .
8. YEENAH .
9. TAN SHAUN . ( MWHAHAHAHAHAHA )
10. uhm . how about you ? :D

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Avril)
chiewling XD

19. Is no.9 a male or female? (Shaun)
Male . XD

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Luocheng & you)
that depends , who are you ?

22. What is no.2 studying about? (Jay)
dno o.O

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Luther)
today , thru sms :D

24.What kind of music band does no.8 like? (Yeenah)
how about zwinds xD

25. Does no.1 have any siblings? (Zx)
yeah . one annoying brother -.-"

26. Will you woo no.3? (Luther)
uhm , no . he got better choices . XD .

How about no.7? (Luocheng)
would you go out with me ? XD

28. Is no.4 single? (John)
NOPE ! XD hahaha . TOO BAD LOSERS . XD

29. What is the surname of no.5? (Lisa)
oops . idk lei :X

30. What 's the hobby of no.10? (you)
& you areeee ... ? :D

31.Does no.5 and 9 get along well? (Lisa & shaun)
let me get back to you on that yeah ? :D

32. Where is no.2 studying at? (Jay)
HCI . zzz . nerd sch :X

33. Talk something casually about no.1. (Zx)
he's a flirt :D

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (Yeenah)
yes . & it works . yeenah . ily x3333333333 . :D

Where does no.9 live at? (Shaun)
Bishan ! :D hahaha . super near KCPSS la ! XD

36. What colour does no.4 like ? (John)
idk xD

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend? (Lisa & zx)
if they were best friends , john'd get jealous XD

38. Does no.1 have any pets? (zx)
idk :X

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (Luocheng)
uhm . can i take away this question ? damn M18 can ?!

40. What is no. 10 doing now? (You)
YOU'RE READING MY QUIZ ! :D

gladys . is . currently . dying . of . geography o.O

2008-09-28T20:19:00.002+08:00

What boredom makes you do :

What colour is your phone?
Pure black . :D

Who's the first person who comes up the letter M?
NO ONE ! XD

Who's the last person you called?
Luther . for what , i have no idea .

Who was your last missed call from?
Jay Lin . i dno why o.O

Who's the second person you missed called?
unknown o.O

Who's speed dial 2.
no speed dial

Who's the third person who come up under J?
No one XD

Who was your last received call?
Luther .

Who was your second last received call?
Still Luther .

What is your wallpaper?
eeyore o.O

What's your screensaver?
apparently , this phone has NO screen saver XD

How many text messages have you received?
ALOT o.O

What does your 5th message say?
Lol!Same age so your kor ah? Lol......but i not fit be any1's big brother?Lol, 3 more days before vanessa can sms again,.....boring.i always threaten her.
( guess who ? )

Who was your last message from?
loonwei .

What is your alarm sound?
no idea . dont bother to check either XD

What is your handphone ringtone?
apparently , it's uhm . bad day by alvin & th chipmunks o.O

Who's the first name in your phonebook?
celestine . LOL . i dont have many contacts cos i lost my sim card xD

Who is the last name in your phonebook?
Zhong Xuan .

Last 4 digits of your number?
5471

How many phone contacts do you have?
SEVENTEEN XD

Starhub/M1/Singtel?
uhm . Singtel :S

2008-09-27T19:27:00.002+08:00

i just realised - stoning takes alot of work o.O

seriously .
i tried to do it today ,
& i burst out laughing like anything .

stupud luther .

made it seem so easy .
stupid pervert -.-"

uhm , nothing much happened these few days luh .
so sian .

& i also realised some stuff .
- love is scary .
- love is painful .
- i have damn less of true friends .
- most of th ppl i know are hypocrites :D

i hate you .
so . so . so . much .

2008-09-25T08:22:00.001+08:00

& th world's a piece of shit . :D

2008-09-24T17:30:00.002+08:00

fuck .

okay , you know what .
i hate th world .

Since im gna be convicted of cyber bullying or whatever shit .
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS ;
you're the smartest idiot on earth .

YOU'RE SMART TO COME INTO KCP .
to meet the worst people in the world ;

when you finally think you've found a friend ,
the whole fucking world goes against you .
I cant bottle up my feelings , i cant say it out .
when i feel is unfair , i just shut up & take it in .
when i get pissed off , i have to just shut up & listen .
when i piss people off , i have to pay for it .
when i say something bad behind a person's back , im known as th bad guy .
when i say something to a person's face , i get scolded and thn , they're not happy .

like , what the shit am i supposed to do ?!
oh you know what ? who gives a fuck .
i'd rather be expelled from kuo chuan presbyterian .
i'd be a much happier person .
without all this shit in my life .

so right now , before mr ho wants to shove bullshit in my face :
I GLADYS WEE XUE JUN ,
ADMIT ON WRITING TH RETARDED BLOG ;
http://publicly-humiliated.blogspot.com
DUE TO MAJOR DISCONTENT IN HER LIFE .

besides , if im upset , who the shit can i turn to ?!
i dont know who are my friends anymore .
i dont know what th shit th whole world wants frm me .

STUPID RUTH WONG JUST GAVE ME SOME BLOODY SHIT CRAP ,
like so what if she's a teacher .
its doesnt fucking hell give her the right to say that im useless just cos i didnt know smth .
so what if im not smart in th sense of theory .
so what if im a humji who doesnt dare to admit ?

WHO THE FUCK WILL KNOW WHAT THE SHIT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE THIS WHOLE 9 MONTHS I WAS IN KCPSS ?!
DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW FUCKING HARD IT IS TO STUDY HERE .
YOU HAVE TH FUCKING PROBLEMS .
& AS MUCH AS YOU TRY TO SOLVE IT , IT JUST GETS BIGGER & WORSE .

no one will ever understand that .

SO WHOEVER WANTS TO GIVE ME A FUCKING RANTING ,
JUST BLOODY SHIT HELL GIVE IT TO ME IN MY FACE TOMORO .

gladys`. xx .

2008-09-21T14:15:00.002+08:00

sorry about friday .
stupid mood swings .
i blame pms -.-"

okay . uhm .
went for kenneth's concert ytd .
omg la ,
i totally agree with joey .
th bands before FEEDBACK , were totally .
BLEH !
i really think they went high on ecstacy o.O
its like , i felt like puking out my slurpee :X

cos seriously .
if rock metal is a genre of MUSIC ,
im apologetic , but i fully 100% disagree .
bcos seriously , my ears need a break .
and secondly , its not music , it's NOISE .

bt okay la :D
th performance :D
kenneth screwed up abit ,
and stoned tons&tons .
but he still rocks :D
oh , and his mom's totally crazy over photography !
she was like asking kenneth " do you wna take a grp pic with so&so ? "
like , o.O
but his mom's really nice :D

yeah .
nothing much to say la .
just tht avril's damn scary xD

2008-09-19T23:07:00.001+08:00

EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU ;

YOU'RE ALL HYPOCRITES .

2008-09-18T17:38:00.001+08:00

gladys .

dont be dumb .
he did so much for you ;

pick yourself up and move on .

stop harping on t th memories wif joey .
its nt worth it .
smile , and walk .
walk out proudly & smile to everyone on th street .
tell thm tht your boyfriend is perfect ;
and he's a billion times better thn koh yongwen .

bt why th fuck cnt i do it .
why must joey still be in my heart .
wtshit must i do t get him out of it ?

i want to move on .

i want to ...
so why cant i just do it ?
stupid me , stupid heart ,
stupid love .

i hate it , why must he treat me so well ?
i dont get it .
its like plain bullshit .

so just get a fucking move on .

- stands at th spot -
damn . im not moving ._.

screw th fact tht i fell in love with koh yong wen ;

2008-09-17T21:43:00.003+08:00

oh yeah .
lets see .
BRYAN CHNG ! :D
stupid retarded looking senior ;p

well , i wish that you'd do well for your EOYs .
get over your ... whoever she is and get some1 ...
who's like , worthier ? & more joey-type !
hmm .
yeahhh . & wish that you'd excel in shooting too ;D

LEE KUNSIANG ! xD
the cheapskate ;D

i'll never forget the fact that you're a cheapskate ;p
but still , you're my twin .
& i wish you happiness ,
good results ,
straight hair .
and a nicer , not so stingy attitude ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEAH ? :D

2008-09-17T21:22:00.002+08:00

:D

ITS MY BIRTHDAY ;D
& I OFFICIALY TURN thirTEEN ;D

hahaha .
well .

there are reasons to be happy & sad ;

THE SAD REASONS ;

- no handphone ;
- i got emo by th last period .
- i didnt enjoy art o.O
- i didnt get alot of presents
- had to stay back for whatever shit thing ( stupid miss neo ) bt i poned ;D
- NO HIM D:

hmm ,
but of course ,
there are definitely good points like ;

- BIRTHDAY WISHES ! :D
- BIRTHDAY HUG :D
- embarassing birthday song xD

welllllllll .
i'd like to thank these people who gave me bday presents ;
or cards XD

- chua Fengjiun ( a card )
- cheapskate lee kunsiang ( a $4.95 thing )
- John ( this super cool musical box . ) } plus card , shared with lisa .
- Lisa ( PIGLET :D ) } plus card , share with john .
- zhongxuan ( this keychain thingy which can serve as my homing device ) xD
- adeline , fiona & vanessa ( pencilcase )
- kenneth & joey ( white tag xD )
- jianing ( pink tag xD )
- AVRIL ! ( my wonderfully , chewy , birthday cake . )

yeahhh .

& THANK YOU CHEONG FOOK MING FOR TELLING MISS FOO ITS MY BIRTHDAY . :@

well ,
i still like john's present th most .
hahaha .
cos the music box is like , super cool .
i kept playing with it thruout th math lesson .
i believe miss neo got pissed .
but i dont care .
bcos , she sucks .
one , she cant control the class .
two , her lessons are uninteresting .
three , even if i bother to listen , i dont understand what she's saying -.-"

what the crap ;
well , a hell load of thanks to the people who made my birthday .
so , memorable :D

GLADYS` . xx .

2008-09-13T14:48:00.002+08:00

i'm so confused .

am i that hated ?
i dont know who i can trust anymore .
i just dont know whats going on .
why must this happen now ?
why must it happen to me ?

ONE JOY ;
some of them are alright , some are hypocrites .
right now , it's hard to tell which is which .
some are my true blue friends ,
and some of them just want my life to end .

what should i do ?
i really trust some of them .
but now , im afraid to do so ...

i don't know what to do ...
i really don't know what to do ...
- breaks down -

2008-09-13T13:04:00.003+08:00

600th post ! :D

yesterday , had to be the worst day of my life .

actually in the morning it was okay .
it was actually quite stupid .
bcos me & fiona couldnt stop laughing .
and man did chen lao shi get pissed off .
then he kept going " LI YI " & " XUE JUN " .
but i think fiona tio more than me .
hahahahahahahaahhaahahaha .
cos she laugh damn loud xD

then ,
after recess .
everything was shit . ):

had science .
then was reminded about EOYs .
fuck . D:

then , had FTT .
wtcrap .
went to the toilet , but instead found lydia crying at the side of the staircase .
so i went to comfort her .
& omg , JUSTIN . YOU ARE THE WORST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD .

YOU'RE GIRLFRIEND IS CRYING .
& YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO .
WHAT THE HELL ?!
YOU STUPID GAY BASTARD .
:X

omg la .
pity lydia ._.
stupid idiot sit there like some kind of retarded asshole .
might as well i become lydia's stead !
stupid . retarded . nonsense .

okayyyy .
hmm .

then , went to go sort stuff out with jiaen .
then , wanted to talk to joey .
but when he came out .
i kinda chickened out .
so i missed out quite alot of things i wanted to say .
besides . he was busy .

then , i kinda cried . a little .
then fiona comforted me .
so i had to find SOMETHING to do .
so me , peishi , jana , fiona & walnut went to go sort smth out with jiaen .
AGAIN .

okay . then when everything settled ,
peishi went for drama ,
me , tricia & fiona went to J8 .

then met marc .
walao .
he got so many strawberry italian sodas ):
omggggggggg .
I WANT D:
yeah . he didnt gimme ;p
then . went to eat takopachi .
then went back to school with tricia .
she played the piano ,
then since marc was flirting with her .
i went to th art room with huiwen .

then since th merlion tail looked abit off ,
i started so called DESTROYING it .
marc scolded me .
screwed idiot .
i actually made the tail look nicer -.-
then , kenneth was like . complaining .
cos i kept touching the merlion & he didnt know what i was trying to do .
then , cos the guys got caught by mr ho for playing soccer .
they came in .
& joey took over to do th merlion .

then ,
when wenwen came in ...
she already like not shuang with me la .
then , she even told gina that i'm extra .
- i got no relationship to 1joy , yet im still there .
fine . i accept the fact that im extra .

but the fact that she ...

sigh .
it just made me cry .
i took my bag and walked out of the room .
god knows what she was thinking ...
but i have a feeling she's just out to get me .

i don't know what the hell she wants from me .
like , what the hell .

sigh .
i really dont know what to do anymore .
even a hug cant cure me anymore .
the internal damage is too hurting ):

GLADYS`. xx .

2008-09-11T21:14:00.002+08:00

hahahaha .
yesterday was fun .

though i got scolded , and i didnt eat anything at all ):

well ,
after all the retarded & boring lessons ,
i helped avril with her art project .
which was , damn funny .
actually right , towards the end then it was super enjoyable .
the first parts right , she was like a slave driver . :P

but in the end ,
i had tons of fun .
hahahahahahahaaha .
lets see ,
i made marc damnnnn wet .
& got scolded by miss quek :X

then , i started insulting the merlion that joey's group made .
but it was REALLY UGLY :XXX
idk how it looks like now ,
but hopefully it looks good ! xD
hahahahaha .

jiayou guys xD

GLADYS`. xx .

2008-09-11T12:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TWO SPECIAL PEOPLE :D

- aw luocheng .
she's the crazy person with that spastic smile .
:D
she loveeeeees rootbeer ;D

& i wish that she has great success in everything she does .
and of course , that'd she stay pretty forever ;D

- aisha lin ! :D

she's that LOOOOOser with the camera xD
hahaha .

well , you .
since you're already excelling at SCGS ,
hmmmmmmmm .
i wish that you'd be happy . instead of emoing at the busstop . :D

& , get a bf soon .
if not i'll never get a chance to tease you !

once again , HAPPY BIRTHDAY people ! :D

2008-09-09T22:00:00.002+08:00

sigh . im so ... frustrated .
slack . what i paid for , became marc's effort . fuck .
sigh . what a load of bullshit ):

2008-09-09T21:18:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARREN LEW & JOEY KOH :D

oops , sorry senior .

didn't get you anything xD

heehee .

( guilty )

anyway :D

BIRTHDAY WISHES :D

- darren lew .

PINEAPPLE HEAD :D

i wish that you'd do really well for O lvls & mock exams ,

go to a great poly / jc .

& go be that great gay senior that you are ;D

just kidding ;D

- joey koh .

hahaha .

feels so weird wishing you stuff .

well , wish that you'd do extremely well for EOYs ,

excel in track ,

and get a medal next year ?

maybe stead with huiwen so that i can get my free meal ?

just kidding ;D

well . yeah .

there you go .

too bad .

no bday cake pic to upload .

oh well .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN ! ;D

you guys may be older ,

but i dont know if you're wiserrrr ! ;D

GLADYS` . xx .

2008-09-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

WELL !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TRICIA MAK ;

may you be chio forever kays ;D
and even get the boy of your dreamsssss .
hahahahahaa .
& if you want ,
i'll even give you a birthday massage for free .
when i feel unemo ;D

MY LITTLE WALNUT ;
shine brightly kayyy ?
LOVE YOU ! ♥

2008-09-07T19:11:00.003+08:00

eff .

gladys ,
it's better to have loved & lost ,
then to have never loves at all .

GET A GRIP ,
& JUST MOVE ON !

he isnt worth it .
koh yong wen isnt worth it .
but i still think he's worth it ):

`xoxo .

2008-09-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

LIM HUIWEN ! :D

I WISHED YOU ONCE ALREADY ,
BUT I MUST WISH YOU AGAIN :DDDD

i wish that you'd be pretty forever ,
excel in everything you do ,
get a chao shuai , chao cool de boyfriend
& you'll be loved by everyone around you !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

ily ! x3 !

2008-09-06T19:49:00.004+08:00

okay . im awesomely bored .
so ... im gonna do this bloody random quiz . like .
2 times ._.

List down 15 random friends on your mind right now & put your playlist on shuffle
& see what songs describe your friends or your relationship to them / relationship between them. :D

1st batch - " outsiders "

1. chua feng jiun
4 in the morning - gwen stefani .
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight

omg , fj ! dont shi lian worh !
i know you can find one super good gf in the end der ;D

2. quincy lee jones
the (after) life of the party - FOB

the lyrics dont make any sense .
but from the name of the song ,
zomg , my son's the life of a party .
wthell ._.

3. khwa zhongxuan
When you say nothing at all - ronan keating
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know that you need me..

omg , this is like , his favourite song o.O
eh , actually , when he says nothing at all ,
i dont understand him :XXXXX

4. tan poh boon
whatever you want - swifty mcvay & mr porter
(MOTHERFUCK!) Niggaz that doubt and thought we wasn't killin shit
(WHAT!) Whatever you want, we providin it diligently
(PUMP!) Double barrel wherever we go willingly(DUMPIN!)
On opposition in the streets or industry

crap . john isnt this kinda person ._.
but , hmmm , okay .
JOHN GETS WHATEVER HE WANTS :D

5. goh jiawen
the river - good charlotte
baptized in the river,
i see a vision of my life & i wanna be delivered
in the city was a sinner ,
i've done alot of things wrong, but i swear i'm a believer .

good . when you want to get baptized ,
come to new creation church .
me & jay will help you :D

6. jay ong
superman - five for fighting
It may sound absurd...but dont be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Its not easy to be me

Jay's superman :D
yay . and of course it's not easy to be you .
you're in BAND ._.

7. lee kun siang
just don't give a fuck - eminem
so when you see me on your block with two glocks ,
screaming fuck the world like tupac ,
i just dont give a fuck .

don't worry kunsiang , we all know you dont give a fuck . :D

8. ling yi jun
i don't have to try - avril lavigne
i don't have to try , to make you realise ,
anything i wanna do , anything i'm gonna do ,
anything i wanna do i do , & i dont have to try .

since when did you start trying o.O

9. chow jinjun
last christmas - ashley tisdale
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

holy shit .
one , i never spent a christmas with him ,
& two , i never gave him my heart ,
tq v. much ! x_x

10. han tong xiu
baby love - nicole scherzinger
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love

holy crap .
i totally AM NOT les ._.
dammit .

11. loh jia min
i fell in love with the DJ - che'nelle
I fell in love with the DJ,
DJ sneaking around the back door banging to here if somebody say "Hou Hou"

crystal ! you cheated on _______ !
thats so evil . ):

12 . tan yi kai
home - westlife
Another aeroplane, Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know, But I wanna go home
I've got to go home

i thought you're already home o.O

13. ALMOND ESTHER :D
irreplacable - beyonce
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute

NONONONONO ! esther heng is irreplacable ! D:
she rocks like crazy okay D:

14. MACADEMIA JIAXIN :D
hey there delilah - plain white T's .
Oh it’s what you do to me, Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me, Oh it’s what you do to me,
What you do to me

what DO you do to me ?

15. DONUT JOSEPHINE :D
this ain't a scene , it's an arms race
This ain't a scene, it’s a god damn arms race

i don't get it o.O

well ,
this is the SECOND PART !

SEC 1 KCPians ! ;D

1 . lim huiwen
the anthem - good charlotte
You...don't wanna be just like you
Oh what I'm sayin' is this is the anthem,
throw all your hands up,
you... don't wanna be you

who says you CAN be me ?

2. koh yong wen
When you look me in the eyes - jonas brothers
When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes.

is this some kind of sick & cruel joke ?!
i did find paradise when i was with him ,
now , all i feel is cold .
icy , antartic , coldness D:

3. tricia mak
just the girl - the click 5
cos she's bittersweet , she knocks me off my feet ,
& i cant understand , i dont want anyone else ,
she's a mystery , she's too much for me ,
but i keep coming back for more , she's just the girl looking for .

DUH ! she's my walnut .
cmon , she's just the girl i want to accompany me to church ! ;D
whats wrong ? XD

4. cheong fook ming
the great escape - boys like girls
throw it away , forget yesterday ,
we'll make the great escape ,
we won't hear a word they say , they don't know us anyway ....

what the hell are we escaping from ? o.O

5 . lim ziying
Jimmy Crack Corn - Eminem
See us on the award shows and we're like OH YEAH
Can we get more of those they like OH YEAH
See us keep blowing up we're like OH YEAH
So Jimmy can crack corn but i don't care

i don't get it :X

6 . chen zhijiang
too little too late - jojo
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway

what the hell , this song should be for joey .
not jay -.-"
jay isnt even interested , and im not so keen either !
wthell ?!

7 . ho kah yee
the way i am - eminem
Cause I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
I don't know it's just the way I am

yeah . avril ,
you're just the way you are .

8 . chong yen bin
From Yesterday - 30 seconds to mars
From yesterday, it's coming! From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls him But he doesn't want to read the message here

diao , makes no sense lei .

9 . lim si hui
this i swear- nick lachey
And I will love you 'til forever , Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand , and hold on tight ,
And we'll get there , This I swear .

yeah , no problem .
kenneth just sweared :X
not me :XXXX

10 . leong jiasheng
Most High - hillsongs
Worthy, worthy is the Lord
Worthy, worthy is the Lord
Worthy, worthy is the Lord
Most high

if hillsongs comes to spore again ,
i don't mind attending their concert with kenneth ;D
hahaha . i bet he'd be gain too .
( but i believe he'll bring one shipload of friends )

note : this song is to praise the lord , not kenneth .
so the most that i can make out of it , is that we go watch a hs concert together ;p

11 . lydia tie
apologize - timbaland
that it's too late to apologize, it's too late ,
i said it's too late to apologize , it's too late ...

erm , whatever i've done wrong to you , i apologize !
hopefully , it's not too late !

12 . tan ci ming
shout of the king - hillsongs
The shout of the King is among us
God lives here in our praises
The shout of the King is among us
Praise Him , Praise Him, Praise Him in everything

yeah ! praise the Lord ! ;D
justin went to the hs concert in june 2008 & received christ as his lord & saviour !
woots ~ ! ;D give all the glory to god !
he my dajie marh , so , YAY DAJIE ! :D

13 . rachael divya
Nothing Else - Justin Timberlake feat. Pharrell Williams
There's nothing else that I have seen
There's no getting around it or in between
You're out of this world

actually , you're NOTHING like what i've seen ,
& sometimes , i really wished you were out of this world .
but smtmes , you're alright ;D

14 . marc vickneshswaran ? ._. ( pardon if it's wrong ! )
sorry , blame it on me - akon
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

we can put the blame on marc :X

15 . ng lip yi
Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away ?

eh , fiona wont leave me der :D
this , dumb twit ... XD
- hugs fiona -
hahahahahahahaa .
- falls off chair laughing -

yay .
im satisfied . :D

GLADYS`. xx .

2008-09-05T21:32:00.004+08:00

THE GAYNESS ;D hehehehe .

joey & joseph

sutherssan & marc

2008-09-05T21:13:00.003+08:00

sigh ,
it's really very different without you .
i saw you today , playing your psp .
having tons of fun ...
you didnt bother to look at me ,
notice me ? far from that .
even JOSEPH & WEIJIE saw me .
well , yeah .
i should put you behind me & embrace my singlehood .
but , i cant ):

2008-09-04T14:11:00.004+08:00

hehehehehe .
today , is so . RETARDED .

it's like ,
only 11 people turned up for training ?
actually it was 9 .

5 pistol ; 4 rifle .
8 girls ; 1 boy !

but in the end ,
it became

5 pistol ; 6 rifle .
9 girls ; 2 boys .

so cool la ;D

anyway , well , coach said that we'd shoot twice ,
then there'd be a challenge for us if we did it right .

so shot & played GBC ,
to geraint : GAMEBOY COLOUR :P

then , THE CHALLENGE .

~ pistol card ,
~ 10 shots .
~ get exactly 50 points .

i was freaking stressed .
i shot ...
7 , 5 , 5 , 3 , 5 , 7 , 2 , 6 , 5 ....

& , i was totally . stressed .
since coach was like " SEEE . YIFANG USED PISTOL "
then bryan kept saying he got 52 .
& what happened next .
i got 52 too -.-"
dammit .
curse the fact that i was born on the same day as him .

hahahaha .
joke !
omg , copyrighted off joey .
LOL .

anw ,
got a ride to J8 ,
then rushed home ;D
but i hate the rain .

1) i was freezing ,
2) i was freezing ,
3) i had no jacket/anything ,
4) i was freezing ,
5) no one could gimme a hug @ that time ,
& , I WAS FREEZING D:

did i mention i was freezing ?

- brrr -

ANYWAY !
im 100000000000000 % healed ,
i patched it up last night .
( that explains my eyebags today )

but i still love him ,
& sadly , he remains in my heart D:
hopefully i can get rid of him soon .
hahaha .

anw ,
MANY THANKS TO ;

sharine fang .
soh zhixuan .
JOSEPH xD ( haha )
fiona ng .
& joey koh's blog post ! ;D

SPECIAL MENTION ;

to these two people .
who , always had a way to cheer me up .
& , knock sense into me , one way or another .

the lecturer ; LIU LI HENG ! xD

a billion thanks to youuuu for putting in ALOT of cheemology into me ! xD
bt now , i totally dont believe in love anymore -.- . zzz .
[ see what seniors do to you ?! ]

the encourager ; CHUA FENG JIUN ! xD

a billion thanks to you too ;D
for always asking if im alright , & telling me to smile ;D .
( though most of the times i dont listen to you )

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slack . tomoro got chinese oral ._.
omg , my chinese sucks like anything lurh D:

GLADYS` . xx .
WISH ME LUCK ;D

2008-09-03T17:57:00.002+08:00

i know you're gone , but what can i do ?
sighhhhh .

today was .
crazzzayeee .
hahaha .

i didnt expect to smile so much today .
hahaha .

i brought a GAMEBOY COLOUR to shooting practice today !
yes , it's an antique ,
& it was used in the grandmother's time ! ;D
I DONT DENY IT !! XD

HA . JUNHUI , I DONT CARE IF IT'S OLD ;D
it's still functional , UNLIKE YOUR BRAIN !

then .
he , zuoel & bryan kept ds-ing . zzz .
then cos coach tell the girls pump .
then i refuse to pump .
then junhui off my gameboy to force me to pump .
ROAR .
that stupid loser ;p
hehehehe . ;D

then cos i was like .
giving zuoel the " shut-the-hell-up-look "
he said " eh , dont make me show you a PSP okay ! "
lol . & he still pointed to abel's psp .
damn funny ;D
wl , make me cannot shoot .

then vanessa they all chao funny .
cos bryan playing my GBC ,
then he pass lorraine his wallet & chips ,
then vanessa open the chips & eat .
HAHHAHAHAHAHA .

- falls off the chair laughing -

then , when i told ziying that shouldnt bully him so much ,
she say i protecting him .
then i dowan joey le .
wthell T.T
make me sad again .

damn slack .
but still , GBC rocks okay .
hahahahahahaha .
the craziness of having an antique ;D
( not my fault )

then went to J8 with sharine & shermaine ;D
hehehe .
they're totally nice seniors ;D

letts twyy tuhh twiit .

wiibb tahnxx tuhh dhese people .

- koh junhui
- leo zuyao
- bryan chng
- liu liheng
- lim ziying
- fiona chu
- soh zhixuan
- sharine fang
- lim jiarong
- lee szehui
- han ruixuan
- tan weicong
- & of cos , shaun's DARLING girlfriend , ESTHER ! ;D ( the anderson one )

GLADYS` . xx .